Yang Mana Satu?

okay,sorry tajuk tah apa2... actually nak cerita pasal breastpump...heheh..insan yang tak berkaitan(refer to my students..heheh) xyah la baca... kalau suami2 nk caari info takpe..


to help FTWM(full time working mom) success in her intention of fully breastfeeding her baby, there's no doubt that she need a good company, new best friend... a good breastpump! hehehe... xkan nk perah manual pakai tangan kan? alang2 dah ada teknologi dan keje2 yg dulunya sukar dan macam impossible dah boleh dimudahkan,kenapa xnak guna kan? infact, bukan working moms jer yg perlukan bp.some stay at home mom pon perlu jugak.. in some situation,kadang2 stok susu nih berguna..mana tau tetiba kita sakit ke..emergency kena gi memane ke..bleh gak org lain jaga but still feed our baby dgn susu kita...cantek kan??

there are lots of bp(breastpump) in the market to choose from... the manual one,where you have to use your energy to pump..or the electric pump where you just have to plug in,sit back and let the machine do the wonders.also, there are a lot of brands with different price range...

when i first start digging info on bp, i read a lot of reviews from forums and website.it's hard to choose...but then, i opt for the avent bp..there are 3types.i chose the manual one..well,price wise n mobile.easy to carry around...i must say, i never regret choosing it.it has been my best friend since the birth of my 1st prince and still serves me well even after almost 3years...i used it everyday for 1year and 8months...yerp,EVERYDAY! awal2 dulu satu hari pam sampai 5kali...lps tu,bila dah lama sket,frekuensi pam kurang 3kali sehari...sampailah akhir2 tu,sehari sekali...bygkn utk tempoh 20bulan dia bekerja...kalu kira2 agaknyer dah dekat ribu kali agaknyer menggunakan khidmat pam tu.alhamdulillah,sampai hari ini,masih boleh digunakan utk buat stok susu 2nd prince pulak...dah hampir penuh tpt simpan stok..jadi skg dah stop dulu buat stock.

oleh sbb ada few mommies yg bertanyakan mengenai bp nih, mommy nk tulis sket la review mengenai avent manual bp...

 harga - avent bp nih agak pricey compare to bp anakku,pureen ect... maybe sbb dia buatan luar dan mungkin juga kerana kualitinya... i believe in its quality...mmg xrugi beli, berbaloi.. n bila dikira2, lg untung beli pump nih dpd invest money on fm(formula milk)...apatah lagi bm(breastmilk) lagi berkhasiat dpd fm. cuba kira berapa kena keluar duit beli susu fm utk 2thn pertama baby...dah la harga susu xmurah,apatah lagi yg berjenama mcam2 kat luar sana tu..Allah dah bg susu free,cuma kena invest tenaga dan masa jer... faedah lain pon byk lagi...so,why not kan?

mobility - i bought avent out and about set..masa beli 3thn lepas harganya RM389 tolak 20% diskaun,dalam rm311 camtu..siap semua ada.sesuai utk wanita bekerja..lengkap dgn bottles n caps, cooler pad n storage... plus,the size is small,light in weight..rupa pon cam beg biasa..org tak syak kita bawa pump pon..teringat masa jadi pemerah tegar dulu, kemana2 pon angkut beg nih...gi keje sudah semestinya(handbag+bento bag+pump bag...hebat kan??), balik kampung, gi shopping, gi outing...mesti angkut sama.that's why i called it,my best friend! or should i say Working & BreasFeeding Mom's(WBFM) bestfriend..hhehehe...

Avent Out & About Set

practicality - dari segi nk bersihkan after use...xde masalah sgt pon.. kalau guna masa selain dpd kat umh, basuh dgn air biasa jer...xyah sabun..just make sure,dia bersih n keringkan dgn towel or tisu...pastu masukkan balik dlm beg..bila dah sampai rumah,baru basuh bersih dgn sabun n biar kering sendiri ataupon masukkan dlm sterilizer...basically, benda yg kita nk basuh utk avent pump nih, kalau dicerai-beraikan parts dia ada dlm 6tiny things jer..xsampai 5mins dah siap basuh.

spareparts - i think this is the ony downside of the pump...selama nih cuba jugak cari2 spare part dia, tp xpernah jumpa...sebenarnya, kalau kita jaga betul2, xde benda apa pon nk ganti.. dah dekat 3thn nih, semuanya masih dlm keadaan yg baik except utk dia nyer valve... valve nih kecik jer,kena hati2 waktu nk cuci tu sbb takut valve ni hilang in action..hahah..sbb dia kecik boleh muat masuk dlm lubang sink... masa beli awal2 tu, dia dah sediakn 3ketul valve... knp? sbb valve nih, makin lama kita guna, dia makin haus...so, bila dia dah haus ganti la yg lain... currently, i'm using my last valve..2 tu dah haus... yg nih tunggu masa jer laa... kalau ada sesape yg ada valve tak guna, bleh la derma kat saya ;)

daya tahan - so far, kena baling, kena duduk, hentak... masih lagi ok..sbb dia xde electronic things kan... botol dia pon sama...

apa lagi ek? hmm... xtau dah nk citer apa...if i miss anything, don't hesitate to comment or ask..you're always welcome...hope this gives some ideas for mommies out there who're looking for info on avent bp..

let's support breastfeeding!!

Mai new routine

~Rayyan Adam is 2years 10months old~

~Rifqi Aydeen is 3weeks young~

hari ni baru masuk hari ke-3 duduk rumah bertiga dgn rayyan & rifqi... taking care a toddler n a baby at the same time is undeniably tiring...langsung tak sama dgn menjaga anak sorang.masa dgn rayyan dulu, bila dia tido bleh la kita wat keje lain..kalau ada 2 anak..sorang tido, sorang lagi nk attention pulak. kalau sorang nk susu,sorang lagi tgh menyusu badan... sorang merengek, sorang lagi ajak main, baca buku.. huhuhu.. kalau ada 3, 4 lebih lagi anak, mcm mana laa kan...  my mom ada 7 org anak.. sasuga, mak mmg power! itu baru bab nk menguruskan kebajikan anak2, belum lagi fikir keja2 rumah,kebajikan suami... setakat  nih,rutin keja rumah, bangun pagi wat bekfas utk emir(kalau xsempat,roti jer laa),lps emir gi keje,jemur baju.pastu siapkan air utk mandikan rifqi, kejutkan rifqi n mandikan dia.. baru 3hari ni mommy mandikan rifqi,kalau tak mmg xberani nk mandikan..selalunya papa dia yg buat. papa mmg pakar bab memandikan baby n diapers changing master! hehehe.. lps mandikan rifqi, siap pakaikan baju,tuam, urut2 sket... fyi, rifqi ni suka buat 'projek' time tukar diaper atau lps mandi... kalau punggung comel dia tu berbalut, dia macam tak sudi nk buang air...seriously! itu mcm dah jadi trade mark dia..

lps si adek dah wangi, bagi minum susu kenyang2.. kalau nmpk dia cam mengantuk, tidokan dia dulu..kalau mood dia ok, xnangis..boleh la biarkan dia main sorang2 jap while mommy bekfas dgn rayyan. lps tu mandikan si abang pulak.. usually, mandi kat tingkat atas sbb cik abg sorang ni xnak mandi air sejuk.mommy pon join skali sbb nk jimat masa..xberani tinggalkan depa berdua je.. risau si abang apa2kan adik dia..so far, xde la nmpk dia ganas2 ngan adek dia..cuma dia selalu wat aksi panjat2 la, pegang2 kepala kawan tu(kan masih lembut kepala rifqi tu)... better safe than sorry kan... lps tiga2 dah wangi, turun bawah. rayyan mcm biasa tgk kartun favourite dia... mommy kemas2 dapur, masak nasi, buat persiapan utk lunch... kalau dua2 ok, boleh la terus masak, tp biasanyer ada jer gangguan. kejap2 kena ke depan tgk derang.payah gak umh gedegang besar nih, jauh nk sampai ..dah la lantai sejuk, sangat merimaskan bila manjang kena pakai socks .pernah tak pakai socks beberapa hari, kaki dah rasa lain macam.. mcm lemau jer..yappari, pesan mak2 xleh langgar... payah la nak disiplin dlm keadaan skg nih..

mcm hari ni, rifqi tak moh tido dr pkl 11:30 sampailah pkl 1:30 ptg... so, xdpt nk wat keje.. bila dia xnangis tu, sempat jugak suapkan lunch abg rayyan.. rayyan pulak dok pusing keliling rumah menyepah sana sini...xlarat dah aih nk tegur jgn menyepah, dah memang lumrah budak2 baya dia nih semua benda nk dikirainya... nnti nk suh papa depa buh mangga kat bilik stor mainan tu...biar kurang sket brg utk disepahkan.skg nih, buat pertama kalinya dlm 3hari nih rayyan tido ptg..kalau tak, mmg dia segar jer... rifqi pon nyenyak tido(sekali sekala ada la dia wat bunyi2 pelik, menggeliat bagai).. dapat la mommy update blog nih...  hehehe

ptg pulak, lps angkat baju, lipat siap2.bab susun angkut naik atas keje papa.pkl 6ptg siap2 utk mandikan rifqi.. kalau rifqi behave, tido lps mandi..bleh la mandikan rayyan pulak..kalau tidak..mmg tak mandi la rayyan sampai papa dia balik... ptg2 tak berani tinggalkan baby sorang2.. dekat nak maghrib, xelok kata orang... pagi jer mommy berani tinggalkan rifqi sorang, itu pon for 10mins top...hahaha..mandi express! bila papa balik, baru la mama mandi... kalau dulu masa rayyan, mmg org tua2 xbg mandi malam2 utk org berpantang..tp skg nih dah kategori terpaksa..tawakkal jer laa.. hal2 berkaitan pantang nih, mmg rasanyer dah terabai...

hmm..ni baru 3hari... blom 3bulan, 3tahun..huhuhu... cpt la weekend. nk tido puas2, nk rehat puas2(mcm xnak bg papa rehat jer..heheh). now i wonder, macam mana la org2 lain yg ada anak lebih dr sorang, duduk umh bleh wat mcm2 keje? masak macam2, buat bisnes ol, menjahit, gi beli barang rumah ect... supermom betul la korang!! tolong la saya!!! nk tgk tv pon xde masa dah... buku2 majalah pon xterbelek.

takpe2,kita slow2 yer..mungkin baru2 nih blom tune lagi dgn rentak jadi ibu sepenuh masa..lps nih insyaAllah stabil sikit la harapnyer(ayat utk self- positive-thinking)..apapun, i'm looking forward for any tips to make things easier...if any..heheheh. i know, ramai supermoms out there who's reading this... share la sket tips ;)

ada sesape nk volunteer jaga budak comel ni dis weekend? mommy n daddy nk dating... boleh? :D

no more maid??

sudah lama xpegang laptop nih.selalu update status pon guna phone jer.. mcm2 dah berlaku lately tp semua2 cerita xde masa nk update...
ok,the hot and latest story is... my maid ran away! hahaha...yerp! she ran! mesti org2 yg dtg melawat rifqi terkejut..sbb dia elok jer...hari sabtu tu,baru kenal2kan dia dgn my colleagues..kalau igt2 balik rasa kelakar pon ada.al-kisahnya, sabtu lps we went balik kampung to send my mom n sis.i told my maid that,we'll be back the next day... kalau selalu,xckp pon nk balik bila...tp ntah kenapa aritu ckp kat dia nk balik ahad.. balik dr bp,sampai2 kat depan gate.. hati dah angin sbb dia tak kunci gate..dah byk kali pesan, kalau duduk kat umh..xkesah la duk dlm bilik ke,kat depan ke... gate mesti kunci.mula la mommy nk membebel kat dia.emirr honk2 sbb nk suruh dia keluar laa..angkat barang2..tp xkuar jugak..dlm hati kata, tido mati ke apa? emirr pulak tak bawa kunci..nih lagi sorang nk kena bebel..keluar rumah xbawa kunci rumah... ada ke patut!! mmg kena bebel pon lps tu...gate xkunci,grill rumah tak kunci..dia kunci pintu jer..naseb baik kunci umh mommy mmg sentiasa ada dlm handbag..seb baik bawa handbag! sejak dlm pantang nih,kuar mmg malas bawa handbag sbb nk dukung rifqi senang...buka jer pintu,mommy terus gi cari dia kat bilik,takde! tingkat atas takde..panggil2 pon xde..aah,sah dia dah larik!! the funny thing was, i was kinda feel glad that she's out of the house...senang hati aku,xde sape nk buat aku naik angin.selama nih, berlapik2 jugak ckp sbb yerla,dia lagi tua dr kita, plus nk suruh dia jaga anak kita..kang apa2 dia buat,payah pulak...

mmg dari mula amek dia dulu, hati nih rasa xberkenan jer...lps tu,bila dah sebulan duduk keja sini..ada jer benda yg dia buat rasa cam xkena jer di mata mommy.kadang2 ada benda yg kita dah ajar, dia buat xbetul jugak... lps tu, xberkenan juga cara dia take care rayyan... sejak lps bersalinkan rifqi,sejak i have to stay almost everyday dgn dia kat umh, makin byk la terserlah kecelaan dr segi kerjanya... sampaikan tiap2 hari diri sendiri jadi tension sbb kena tegur dia. mmg lately, byk jugak mengadu kat emir pasal dia..ntah kenapa hati rasa xsenang kalau dia ada... mcm ada jer mata ni nk cari kesalahan dia... dan ternyata, tekaanku benar belaka..dia xboleh dipercayai...the bright side was, she didn't do any harm to us and leave the house in good condition... baju tersidai,siap dia basuhkan semua cadar2.. bilik pon dia kemas elok...siap masak nasi lagi(which i came to a point kot2 dia jampi nasi tu,xmoh la makan)...lauk dia masak pon ada..siap tutup cantek jer...nk suruh kita makan gaknyer...(udah selamat masuk tong sampah!).check2 jugak,kot2 ada benda yg hilang..tp alhamdulillah...duit, barang2 berharga semua ada..kunci rumah pon dia tinggalkan.. baguslah dia pergi dgn aman dan berhemah..huuhuh... we only lost rm400something.. dah byr gaji dia advance sbb dia minta kononnya nk sekolahkan anak dia xcukup duit... dah mmg rezeki dia.. xpe laa,amek laa..kalau betul utk sekolahkan anak2 dia,kami halalkan...

kami amek dia pon,asalnya dia lari dr rumah org china..katanya cina tu dera dia(mentally) laa..apa dia buat semua xkena...(mmg pon,kat umh aku pon sama jer) i told emirr, kalau dia boleh lari dr umh org cina tu,xmustahil satu hari nnti dia lari dr rumah kita n turns out, i'm 100% right... my MIL kesiankan dia sbb tu my MIL convince us to give the advance salary tu..kalau ikutkan mommy, jgn harap ko dpt sesen pon...being me,kalau tak suka mmg sampai bila2 pon aku xkan suka... ayang,lenkali dgr cakap bini awak yg kuat bebel ni... hehehe

fyi, sepanjang 3minggu mommy berpantang nih..org yg jaga mommy pon bertukar2...1st week, my MIL.2nd week, nenek emir...3rd week,mommy's mom... masa nenek emir n my mom+my sis ada,mulut dia bukan main manis lagi... dekat semua org dia cerita kisah2 sedih dia kat kampung tu...kononnya, laki dia jahat pukul dia.pastu nak kawen lain...anak2 dia kaka dia jaga, xcukup duit nk sekolahkan...bla3... sebenarnya,selama dia kat umh mommy,kalau dia nk cerita pasal peribadi dia,mommy selalu wat bolayan jer.. for me, mommy amek dia sbb nk suruh keje..so,be professional..xde masa nk dgr kisah sedih dia yg nnti sbnrnya nk minta simpati kita...ntah2 dia tipu ke,bukan nyer kita tau kann..pernah tu, dia nangis2 ckp kat tepon... mommy buat tak tau jer... lgsg tak tanya apa... nama pon xsuka kan? lgpon kita baru jer kenal dia sebulan...xkan nk percaya semua2...

masa on the way dr kampung nk balik kl tu,ada borak2 dlm keta pasal pompuan tu... i told emir i don't know why, i just can't trust her with my kids... and i myself, xlarat dah nk ckp byk kali dgn dia cara buat keje rumah... emir kata nk letak cctv dlm rumah.. siap dah pk nk beli kat mana,letak kat mana.. balik2 tgk dia dah xde...hahahaha... lawak jugak... emir kata, seb baik jugak dia lari,kalau kita nk halau dia,xtau nk hantar dia gi mana dah....huhuhu

last2,my MIL kata...xyah dah amek maid..anta jer nursery...sbb susah nk cari org gaji yg baik n boleh dipercayai..anta rumah org pon, kalau tak betul2 kenal... bahaya gak. hmm..for the time being...i choose not to think about that just yet... sbnrnya, nak hantar nursery pon berat hati... susah kan jadik mak yg nk semuanya ikut cara kita...especially benda2 yg melibatkan anak2... yerla, kita nk melahirkan bukan senang2... sure hati panas kalau org buat sambil lewa jer dgn anak2 kita... emirr lepa sket jaga rayyan pon mommy bising(kes jari rayyan tersepit pintu keta,papa dia tak nampak).semut sekor gigit anak kita pon,kita bunuh semut tu hidup2...seb baik dia lari bukan masa rayyan dlm penjagaan dia.. buatnya dia tinggalkan rayyan sorang2 kat umah ke...xpon dia angkut dgn rayyan sekali ke..lg haru! tgh terpk nk pujuk balik maid lama balik sini... dia jer la yg mommy berkenan...mmg tip top jaga budak..no complain! tp dah byk kali pujuk, dia xdpt nk dtg balik... laki dia dah tua, xsehat.. hmmm.... dou suru??

skg nih, i'm striving to handle household and kids the best i can... harinih,sempat mommy masak ikan merah masak sup... dah 3minggu bersara memasak..boleh tahan sedap jugak laa..hahahah..naseb baik la dia lari after 3weeks bersalin... kalau awal2,payah jugak. badan nih pon kadang2 rasa longlai sbb seharian berdiri,buat keje rumah... ahad pagi tu,sempat pegi urut kat bp n makcik urut tu kata, rahim belah kiri tu bengkak... mmg bila dia tekan2 rasa sakit... mana taknyer, mommy pernah 'terdukung' rayyan masa rayyan nangis2 nk ikut ummi dia... lupa pulak tak boleh angkat benda berat.. jalan pon mmg laju jer.. bengkung pakai on off...mengelat! mcm mana la org2 yg jaga diri sendiri n baby masa dlm pantang tanpa pengawasan org2 tu..especially, mcm kawan2 yg duduk oversea tu... mcm mana korang survive ek?? tp alhamdulillah, naseb baik ada MIL.. selalu jugak dia dtg jenguk.. td MIL dtg tolong sket2... dia bawa rayyan ikut dia... sbnrnya,sunyi  kalau takde rayyan...

macam2 manusia dlm dunia nih kan?? kita jumpa orang, seboleh2nya kita nk fikir positif pasal dia eventhough hati kecil kita ada syak yg tak baik... takpela, my MIL kata..org macam nih, satu hari akan kena balik kat dia... asalkan niat kita baik... what goes around,comes around,right? Allah kan Maha Adil!

Jaundice

Baru blk dr klinik utk check up rifqi..mommy drive sendiri sbb papa ada urusan lain..seb baik ada mak Ida(mommy's sister) temankn..alhamdulillah kuning adek dah turun.ini kali ke-3 check.1st time periksa 10.5...arinih check dah 8.5..normal berapa eh? 7 ke? Anyway,masa rayyan dulu pon dia kena kuning .. 11lebih camtu...mcm2 buat nk surutkn kuning dia...mandi akar kayu laa..jemur kat matahari pagi laa... Kali ni rifqi,mommy try petua titiskn jus anggur kat mulut dia...n of course,paling penting penyusuan yg kerap.every 2hours camtu...lg kerap menyusu,kerap bb poop n cpt keluar kuning dia... One thing I wonder,what caused jaundice.syukur rayyan n rifqi,kuningnyer xteruk sgt sampai kena hospitalized,dudk bwh lampu tu.xsampai hati tgk bb dlm keadaan mcm tu...adakah pemakanan masa pregnancy penyebabnya?? Kata moyang rayyan n rifqi,bb dulu Jarang kena kuning..tp jaundice pd bb zaman skg ni dah mcm biasa dgr...

'I Want to Breastfeed My Baby' - preparation

honestly, i'm not the right person to give full advice on how you should do breastfeeding and anything regarding it as i myself am still in the learning process... plus, i'm sure there are tons of info you can find from the internet locally n internationally on this topic. apatah lagi, sekarang nih makin ramai ibu2 yg berjiwa kental dan bersemangat waja menyusukan bayi mereka secara exclusive dan pada masa yang sama sudi berkongsi informasi mereka sehingga ada yg buat jurnal penyusuan mereka sendiri which i think is very good.mmg salute la kat mereka... tp atas permintaan seorang teman baikku, afzan yg bakal melahirkan cahaya matanya yg pertama bulan ogos ni, mommy kongsi la pengalaman mommy..nampaknyer mom-to-be ni sangat berkobar2 untuk menyusukan babynya nnti.apa yg mommy bakal kongsikan adalah berdasarkan pengalaman peribadi semata2...

let see, 1st of all... sebelum menyambut kelahiran baby..bakal ibu2 pasti byk berfikir ttg mcm2 perkara. bg yg berniat untuk breasfeed baby kelak, mesti la tercari2 apakah persediaan yg sewajarnya mereka lakukan untuk memperkasakan diri(chewaahh..ni ayat seminar motivasi..hik3) menempuhi alam penyusuan yg acap kali kita dgr bukan mudah seperti yg disangka,apatah lagi untuk ibu2 yg bekerjaya.antara perkara yg mommy buat dulu(waktu pregnantkan rayyan);

1. pasang niat awal2... tanam dlm hati dan minda bahawa kita nk menyusukan anak kita sehingga usianya 2tahun(seperti yg disarankan dlm islam).seperti juga perkara lain, sesuatu pekerjaan itu wajarlah dimulakan dgn niat.malahan dgn niat itu sahaja, insyaAllah sudah ada pahalanya. bila kita ada niat, kita bayangkan dlm minda picture kita menyusukan bayi kita seawal hari pertama kelahirannya... bayangkan baby kita tu anak yg bijak n pandai...terus jer dia pandai menyusu tanpa perlu kita ajar... alhamdulillah, petua ni betul2 berlaku utk kes rayyan & rifqi walaupon rifqi teragak2 waktu awal2 nk menyusu, tp lps tu dia ok jer... yakin lah bahawa Allah akan permudahkan niat murni kita untuk memberikan yg terbaik utk anak kita.
2. bila dah ada niat, insyaAllah kita akan terdorong untuk tambah ilmu mengenai penyusuan susu ibu agar kita bersedia untuk segala kemungkinan. mommy dulu, mmg aktif masuk forum sana sini, search info dpd google which mostly international... kalau skg nih, susuibu.com mmg terkenal utk bantu ibu2 yg ingin bf dr segala segi...kalau ada kemusykilan, telefon terus @ email kepada pn.rita pon boleh... kalau nk lagi best, pergi jer terus ke hq derang kat bangi tu...boleh dpt direct consultation dpd yg pakar.berbalik kpd menimba ilmu td, mommy lebih suka baca pengalaman mommies yg bf,sbb lagi realistik... kita kena tahu sbb apa kita nk bf bb kita, mcm mana posisi semasa menyusu, mcm mana nk elakkan/rawat nipple crack, mcm mana cara penyimpanan stok n handling it..ect.. mmg byk.and believe me,even after baby's birth, kita akan terus dig for more info sbb pasti ada jer benda yg kita tak tahu(esp for 1st timer)...apatah lagi,bila susu kita tak berapa produktif dan ada suara2 sumbang disekeliling yg sibuk suruh bg formula milk kat baby kita... kita kena kuat!! kita kan dah jadi mak.. kita punya hak penuh terhadap anak kita...bukan mak kita atau mak mertua kita, nenek kita... kalau ada suami yg konon2nyer kesian kat wife dia,nangis2 masa menyusukan anak sbb tahan sakit, make him understand that you're willing to go through all the pain for your child and tell him to give you one thing, that is SUPPORT!! you don't need him to pity you. you need all the support especially from him... alhamdulillah, emirr was very supportive all the way.i can't ask him for more... i'm lucky!! blog nih pon byk info pasal bf
3. masa pregnantkan rayyan, mommy xde buat apa2 persediaan physically utk bf... i tot it would be easy.. yerla, apa susah kan? tala jer la kat mulut baby tu..kalau dah lapar,sure dia ngapp jerr. tp ianya tidak seindah yg kujangkakan...2hari lps bersalin, mcm2 masalah dtg. one of the thing i learned is that, masa sebelum kelahiran tu, check breast kita esp kat nipple... bersihkan bahagian nipple tu..kalau dah dekat2 nak due tu, boleh la tekan2 tgk ada tak keluar susu...kalau ada,good! bersihkan area nipple sbb kadang2 ada kulit mati yg menutup saluran pengeluaran susu yg nntinyer akan menyekat susu keluar waktu bb nk hisap dan membuatkan bb xkenyang. mcm rayyan dulu, tgk dia hisap bukan main beriya,tp still lapar..sbb nyer nipple tersumbat... what i did was, masa mandi tu(preferably mandi air suam panas), urut2 breast...picit area areola dan nipple utk tgk susu kuar ke tak.
4. makan makanan yg berkhasiat...ini mmg kena buat la sebenarnya kan..pregnant tak pregnant.. waktu kita bf baby especially,kena makan makanan yg seimbang.bykkan buahan2,sayuran dan air...kalau tak mmg lemah longlai,rasa kontang jer badan esp lepas mengepam nnti.biasanya kalau kat ofis dulu,lps pam akan rasa lapar giller... cari juga petua2 utk bykkan susu(ini penting bila dah mula nk buat stok simpanan ebm(expressed breast milk) nnti...sbb kadang,milk production kita boleh down tiba2,bergantung pada pemakanan dan juga percaya atau tidak,emosi si ibu...hehehe..so,mak2 kena sentiasa bahagia... :)
5. i don't have prob dgn masalah nipple kecik menyebabkan baby susah nk lached.sbb ada mommies yg mengalami masalah nipple tenggelam/kecik menyebabkan bb susah nk menyusu.kalau rasa2 ada masalah tu, cuba lurut breast ke arah nipple setiap kali waktu mandi atau lps mandi...kalau dah lps bersalin,in my case, senang jer nk increase nipple size... pump selalu... sbb bila pump, nipple kita akan ke depan utk keluarkan susu,secara tak langsung dia membesar.meaning senang bb nk ngapp sebanyak mungkin kwsn areola...so,kurangla sakit waktu direct bf.
6. lastly,doa la byk2 dlm solat.. bila kita selalu sebut,lagi mudah kita bayangkan,lagi kuat semangat kita walaupon mcm2 dugaan dtg nnti... seriously until today, mommy sendiri pon kagum dgn ketabahan diri sendiri menghadapi segala dugaan along the way menysukan rayyan walaupon bekerja.dugaan dlm pantangnyer lain, dugaan dr org sekeliling nyer lain, dugaan tak cukup ilmu dan dakyah2 org2 lama pon ada, dugaan bila dah mula kerja pon ada... jadi doa byk2!

itu jer kot, persiapan untuk memperkasakan diri menghadapi hari2 indah menyambut kelahiran cahaya mata yg bakal kita susukan kelak... kalau ada yg nk tambah,komen mmg dialu2kan... seronok bila ada ibu lain yg berazam nk buat amal mulia mcm ni..insyaAllah, kita pon secara tak langsung dpt didik diri kita n ada 'saham'nya utk kita dr setiap titis susu ibu yg diminum oleh anak itu,insyaAllah....

my 1st angel

Muhammad Rayyan Adam

Rayyan usia 3hari

my 2nd angel

Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen

(3x upload,asek2 terbalik jer gmbr nih..xpaham)

Why Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen

kenapa mommy & daddy pilih nama Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen untuk adek?

mmg susah nk cari nama baby boy yg ke-2.. kalau girl kita boleh jer guna nama yg dah ready masa nak dpt baby 1st dulu...

the idea was mommy wanted the name to be same initial like rayyan's. kalau lelaki memang nk letak Muhammad.so, it's gonna be Muhammad R(nantoka) A(nantoka)...

nama baby boy bermula dgn R.. honestly, mmg xbyk yg berkenan. masa belek2 buku nama2 islam, searching kat tenet..ada dah narrow few names tp byk yg me & emirr xsepakat suka.last2, hati nih terberkenan pulak dgn nama 'Rifqi'.. maknanya pon cantek. emirr pon suka..

untuk 'A' pulak..hmm..mmg byk nama boy mula dgn 'A' tp we're looking for a name yg unique with good meaning.. one day, masa lepak minum2 kat coffee house belek2 satu majalah tu(xigt majalah apa) , terpandang satu gambar. a lady with his son. nama anak dia ayden.. i told emir and he said the name is nice but we didn't know the meaning... so i went on googling after the meaning... nama 'ayden' tu xjumpa maknaya or maybe the spelling and pronounciation was different..but i found 'aydin'.the meaning was also very nice... terus jatuh cinta dgn nama tu...

 

mesti korang pernah dengar ungkapan 'minal aidin, wal faizin' kan?  biasanya kita ucapkan masa raya,ke dalam lagu raya? huhuhu.. 

 

"Namun dari segi bahasa, minal ‘aidin bererti “(semoga kita) termasuk orang-orang yang kembali.” Kembali di sini adalah kembali kepada fitrah, yakni “asal kejadian”, atau “kesucian”, atau “agama yang benar”.

Setelah mengasah dan mengasuh jiwa – iaitu berpuasa – selama satu bulan, diharapkan setiap Muslim dapat kembali ke asal kejadiannya dn menemukan “jati dirinya”, iaitu kembali suci sebagai mana ketika ia baru dilahirkan serta kembali mengamalkan ajaran agama yang benar. Ini semua menuntut keserasian hubungan, kerana – menurut Rasulullah – al-aidin al-mu’amalah, yakni keserasian dengan sesama manusia, lingkungan, dan alam." here>

that's when we decided on "Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen"

Muhammad = mengambil sempena nama nabi Muhammad

Rifqi = pendamping, teman, lemah lembut

Aydeen(pronounce as 'aidin') = Brilliant, Enlightened, Intelligent, Light of the moon,Yang kembali kepada fitrah

 Rifqi Aydeen = teman/pendamping yg bijaksana

 

semoga Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen menjadi teman dan pendamping kami yg bijaksana... amin!

 

inilah tuan empunya nama 

 

 

 

 

2nd birth experience

i must warn you... before you proceed reading further, cerita ini ada babak2 mengerikan... ada part yg tidak sesuai dibaca oleh budak2 kecik dan mereka2 yg lemah semangat...

seperti yg orang selalu kata, lain anak, lain pengalaman mengandungkannya, melahirkannya and of course membesarkannya... i wanna tell about my birth experience bringing rifqi into this world... a good thing to share with other mommies, as i myself love watching birth stories in DHH channel astro... n most of the time, i cried! who doesn't,right? giving birth is not an easy task n believe me, even if those mommies look cool and relax, i'm sure they are also as worried as i do everytime delivery times approach.so many possibilities, risky and no one knows exactly what's gonna happen for sure.

so, here's the story about the birth of mai Muhammad Rifqi Aydeen;

monday(03.04.2010)
still making my effort to the office eventhough i can feel slight pain in the stomach n waist. masa kat ofis, siap ada contraction masa tgh ckp2 dgn boss... boss pesan kalau ada apa2 bitau dia cpt2...hehehe..saya sengih jer... gi ke rumah u gi beli lunch when usually malas nk berjalan kaki tgh panas.but i can't risk skipping meal because i can be in labour any time which needs me to be as energetic as i should...sempat pergi ke printing section settlekan kertas2 yg perlu derang siapkan utk semester ni...tp xsempat siap jugak.nasib baik dah wasiatkan awal2 kat fazian sensei utk tgk2 kan in case bb kuar awal. sempat tulis 2 entries utk blog as i told earlier(1published on the same day,another scheduled for the next day,which is adek's birth day). keluar ofis around 5pm...
malam tu,masa tgh tgk tv yg xde rancangan best.. dah mula sakit2.. tp kejap2 jer n selang masa jauh.around 10pm camtu... makin lama makin kerap lak dtg sakitnyer..tp still tak terfikir nk beranak...

tuesday(04.05.2010)
bila masuk pkl 12mlm, dah mula tonggeng2,buat senaman itu ini nk kurangkan sakit dgn bantuan emirr.. we jot down the time and duration each time the contraction hits.sometimes it's 10mins,sometimes it's 5mins...dalam hati risau,ni sakit betul ke tak betul?tp kesakitan masih di tahap terkawal..lama juga emirr temankan layan contraction, but i asked him to get some sleep coz he's working the next day(if i'm not in labour yet).at around 3am. the pain was unbearable,so i woke him up and said we need to go to the hospital.at 330am, woke the maid and asked her to accompany rayyan. hosp bag was already in the car, but there's some things that i forgot to add in,so i asked emirr to put all the things together.. air selusuh tu, sapu2 masa dlm keta(sempat sapu 2kali jer, tak luak pon). sampai hosp pkl 350am...

sampai kat reception desk tu, hand over buku merah and nurse tanya tanda2 nak bersalin, i said contraction jer... dia kata, masa tu katil dah penuh,cuma tinggal satu jer, itu pon katil single(means satu bilik satu katil). dia tanya,nak ke? i said, kenapa pulak? dia kata, mahal sket dpd katil biasa...i said, ok la..xkesah..(dlm hati kata,nak suh aku gi mana lagi dah sakit2 camni)... dia check sume2, contraction mmg ada,tp contraction besar masih 10mins sekali..n bukaan pon baru 2cm..pastu sorang doc lelaki masuk,check... oleh sbb bukaan baru 2cm dia mcm xnk bg admit ... tp nurse yg baik hati tu kata, takpela..pagi2 gelap lak tu,kasi jer laa...lps nih kalau ada yg dtg baru kita suh refer hosp lain... seb baik sgt ada nurse tu... lps tu dlm pkl 5pagi, kami dimasukkan ke wad 2A bilik no.28... mmg ada privacy la bilik tu(utk hosp kerajaan).. ada tv, private bathroom and nice niew.. masa rayyan dulu, share 6 katil satu bilik..tv pon tarak..rayyan pulak dok melalak sepanjang malam..mmg dugaan sungguh...

dr pkl 5pagi tu emirr was by my side... dia dah segar sbb dia sempat tido kejap..me yg tak dpt nk tido lgsg terus berperang dgn contraction.nurse masuk once in a while utk check contraction... mommy masih bertahan sbb rasanyer masa rayyan macam horror lagi contraction sampai kena guna gas nk tahan sakit..tak igt pkl baper,nurse masuk tanya camne contraction, i said dah makin kuat...sambil mengerang tahan sakit..i think at around 750am, i was admitted to bilik rawatan utk check bukaan..sekali doc check sudah 8cm.. diri sendiri pon terkejut..8cm?? mcm ajaib jer... tak sempat guna gas nk tahan sakit..dah bukak 8cm..lps tu,everything jadik huru hara..nurse2 sume bergegas pindahkan mommy dlm strecther and derang lari sorong mommy...kejap terasa cam dlm drama pulak...mommy terus dibawa ke dewan bersalin..if i'm not mistaken sampai dewan bersalin tu pkl 8pg camtu kot..derang prepare everthing...me menahan kesakitan sambil wondering bila derang nk bg ubat tahan sakit nih? tp xbg2 jugak... sampai satu masa tu terasa contraction diiringi rasa nk meneran yg tak dapat ditahan... baru terfikir,owh inilah yg derang kata rasa meneran mcm nak membuang tu...hehehe,masa rayyan xrasa pulak.sbb tu bervakum bagai... back to the story, i didn't realize at that time that emirr was right beside me, until he wishpered into my ears while holding tight my hand saying,"awak boleh buat! sikit jer lagi"...huhuh.. the urge to push came again and the nurse asked me to push.i pushed with all my will... the prob is, i can't put my butt down.. nurse kata,kalau angkat punggung nnti koyak banyak... ok nurse, i can digest that information amidst the pain but i just can't seem to control my body... punggung tu macam otomatik angkat sendiri everytime i pushed.kalau la ada org boleh make sure dia tak terangkat,or any sorts of tools that can make it sit tide.ok nonsence! tp itulah yg terjadi... alhamdulillah, rifqi keluar masa teran kali ke-3.jam 8:28pg(approximately 15mins after i started meneran) teran kali ke-2 kepala dia ter'stuck' kejap menyebabkan ada bengkak sket di kepala,tp doc kata nnti lama2 akan hilang...

selepas jer rifqi keluar, doc potong tali pusat n terus letak dia atas perut mommy.another different experience compared to rayyan which i get to hold only an hour after delivery.badan rifqi diselaputi lendir n warnanya biru... lama jugak rifqi atas perut mommy sementara doc bersihkan kat bawah tu...lps tu,nurse amek rifqi utk dibersihkan... rifqi nangis kejap jer,lps tu terus tido...sama mcm rayyan dulu...alhamdulillah, one thing is over!

the next horror thing came... ok, budak2 kecik,yg belum kawen atau yg takut cerita seram..baik jgn baca..hehehe.. the worse part was nak jahit balik 'jalan' keluar adek... why did i said worse part? because doc kata mommy koyak byk... sbb angkat punggung tu laa..masa tu redha jer la,sbb rifqi dah selamat keluar n i just put in mind that after this is over, i get to hold rifqi.fyi, the 'sewing back' process took about 1hour.. lagi lama dpd meneran nk keluarkan bb..they gave me bius beforehand.n the worst part of it was, there's a part where they cannot inject the bius and i have to bear the pain naturally... Ya Allah,tuhan sajer tahu..emirr was not there when the start mending me but there are few interns watching me being 'sew up'. one of the intern(whom i assume is gonna be a doc) hold my hand all thru the process.. i grasp her hand very tight that i thot i might hurt her.. but she kept motivates me... ok, i like her and i don't mind her interview me after this...she's nice! ...

i thanked the nice doc-to-be...and apologize for hurting her...heheh..i was left rested in the labour room with emir n rifqi.. we were there,waiting for the doc to check on my stiches an hour later but the doc doesn't seem to show... we heard all the dramas outside the labour room... a twins were born(sorang berat 2.4kg, sorang lagi 1.8kg).another drama,sorang indon yg refuse utk 'kareb' di atas katil bedah sbb segan while the doc n nurses nasihatkan dia supaya 'kareb' jer...it's normal... indon tu insist on going to the toilet tp nurse kata nanti terberanak dlm toilet...and many other dramas laa...

lama jugak la kami tunggu kat bilik bersalin tu...sampai mommy missed lunch. daddy keluar belikan pau(teringin nk makan pau kacang merah)..  nurse bg air milo. doktor semua sibuk dgn kes twins tu n indon tu jugak.kami spent masa amek gmbr rifqi,post kat fb terus... hehehe... mommy sempat jugak tertido jap kat situ..dlm stgh jam camtu..yerlah,xtido mlm... naseb baik mkn dinner mlm tu.around 3pm baru lah ada doktor dtg check mommy..seram woo!! harap2 semua ok,xnk lalui buat kali ke-2..ngeri!! doc kata boleh masuk wad dah..yeayy!! pkl 4pm masuk wad n baru la dpt mkn...giller laparr..mlm tu dinner mommy dijamu ikan masak asam pedas pekat n sayur petola n kailan goreng..sedap!! daddy balik rumah, n dtg balik seledup rayyan masuk wad(budak bwh 12thn xleh masuk wad datte)... tp rayyan dgn mulut becok n suaranya yg nyaring buat bising.. sabar jer la budak ni... pastu around 830pm camtu,daddy pon balik rumah dgn rayyan..tinggallah mommy dgn rifqi...our 1st nite together..rifqi was being such a good boy. mommy tdo dgn rifqi side by side pkl 3pagi sampai la 6pagi...cukup laa...dpt jugak rehat without him meragam.

wednesday(05.05.2010)
pagi tu igtkan boleh la keluar awal... tp doc tahan sbb nk monitor kepala rifqi..ada bengkak sket. bekfas meehun goreng,lunch  nasi lauk daging masak kari(kot), sayur kobis..semua mommy ngapp! lps lunch doc check both of us and we're free to go.. oh! fyi, hospital fee was free!! hihihi... dah la dpt bilik bes, dpt free lagik... masa rayyan dulu kena rm18... :D

sampai rumah pkl 5ptg camtu..rayyan was so excited! siap kenalkan rifqi kat maid... the way he pronounce rifqi sounds like 'riki'.. kawaiii..

so, that's the story about my 2nd experience bringing another life into this world...pengalaman bersalin kali nih berbeza drpd yg pertama sbb kali nih i didn't take any medication to help me deal with the contractions pain.. agaknyer mcm tu la org bersalin kat kampung2 kan? mommy siap cakap kat daddy, can we make this the last one? takut laa... daddy said, lps ni kita gi private hosp pulak laa nak? hmmm, mcm la kalau gi private bleh kurangkan sakitnyer...huhuhu... baru2 lps bersalin nih ckp la serik, nnti dah tgk bb besar, mula nk menambah lagi... apatah lagi blom ada princess kan?? hik3

anyway, it was one different experience and also rewarding at the same time. now i have two heroes side by side... nice!

2hours after delivery

cukup usia rifqi satu hari

what a bliss!

the same look like rayyan's

rifqi kena bedung

both my heroes

Goshoukai shimasu!!

hello!! arinih adalah hari kelahiran adek yg ke-7...  pagi tadi daddy dah gi daftar nama adek di Jabatan Pendaftaran. alhamdulillah,everything went smooth...

sorejya,goshoukai shimasu  :)

NAMA : MUHAMMAD RIFQI AYDEEN BIN IZMIR ISWANDI

D.O.B : 4hb Mei 2010 (8:28 am)

P.O.B : Hospital Putrajaya

WEIGHT : 2.9kg

HEIGHT : 49cm

harini jugak ada misi dtg umh check adek & mommy... tali pusat adek pon dah tanggal pagi semalam( hari ke-6)...alhamdulillah...

all pictures are taken today,on his 7th day..

1st entry upon adek's arrival

Alhamdulillahh... mommy panjatkan setinggi2 kesyukuran kepada Allah kerana memudahkan segala urusan kelahiran adek... berkat doa mommy diiringi doa keluarga dan sahabat2 semua,adek dapat lahir secara normal walaupon pada minggu ke36 mommy begitu risau sbb adek breech... akhirnya, kami semua ditemukan dgn adek pada tanggal 4 Mei 2010 diusia kandungan 38minggu :)

actually, entry sebelum ni adalah scheduled entry.sbb tu entry tu keluar the same day adek dilahirkan...huhuhu.. sungguh xsangka. mommy tulis entry tu, a day before kat ofis... isnin tu mommy masih lagi gi ofis walaupon pinggang dah ada rasa sakit2..tp as i said, they are irregular... thus, i'm doing my work with no worries.mmg hati kuat nk update pasal update adek before bersalin,sbb tu buat 2 entries sekali...satu tu mommy set scheduled.masa nk gi beli lunch tu, ada la terserempak dgn student,kimu san yg bertanya, "sensei, bila nak bersalin"... soalan lazim utk org2 yg dah sarat mengandung..kadang2 malas nak jawab...tp layankan jugak.. i said," insyaAllah, esok ke lusa..hehehe" sambil gelak2. padahal due another 10days..turns out, esoknyer mmg betul2 masuk dewan bersalin... kelakar pulak bila igt2 balik.. lps dah bersalin dia sms kata,"igtkan sensei main2 jer,rupanya betul2 sensei bersalin" hik3...

sempena hari ini hari ibu, mommy ingin mengucapkan Selamat Hari Ibu especially untuk mak, mama n semua ibu2 di dunia... kebetulan hari ibu tahun ni dekat betul dgn kelahiran adek,mmg terasa sungguh erti pengorbanan dan kasih sayang seorang ibu... what else can i ask for, adek is my mother's day present this year!! with hug n kisses from rayyan & hubby... i just want their love n happiness!

esok, merupakan hari ke-7 kelahiran adek.insyaAllah,mama akan umumkan nama adek.esok baru nk pergi daftarkan nama adek.

oh, tak lupa juga terima kasih atas semua yg mengucapkan tahniah di fb,sms dan blog!!

representing adek on his 1st day 04.05.2010

fresh from mommy's tummy.dunno if anyone notice that adek wears the same hat n blanket as rayyan onichan the day he was born... muka pon sama,cuma adek version petit sket

at 8pm that day (12hours after delivery).lirikan mata pertama adek

papa seludup rayyan onichan masuk bilik... budak nih tak reti duk diam,suara dia bising ckp itu ini

9days to due date

i'm due on the 13th may... i'm still making my effort to the office as last time during rayyan i started my leave as early 2weeks from my due date and end up rayyan only came out 6days late ...so,that's 3weeks of waiting days... i hate waiting, which is what i'm doing right now.. waiting for adek but in a more calm way... ececehh... because i remember the last time with rayyan, the night before he was born, i was doing my office work to distract me from the contraction pain.. it started at 3am.. i managed it all by myself coz i don't want to interrupt hubby anymore with false contraction... until the contraction came in regular time frame,30mins,15mins, 10mins... at 8am we made our way to the hospital just to check if i'm in labour... because there's no 'show'.. turned out i'm dilating 4cm already... and i remembered being sooo excited!! yerlaa..dah penat tunggu kan? xsabar nk dia kuar...  itu masa rayyan. adek nnti tatau camne pulak pengalamannya... kali nih, malas nk ngada2 cuti awal..

anyway, these are adek's picture from previous check ups.

this one is before the ECV at my personal clinic.taken on 15th April 2010

adek weighed 2.24kg

this one's taken at HP to check baby's position and made appointment for ECV.taken on 16th April 2010

adek weighed 2.37kg

this one is after the ECV taken on 28th April 2010

adek weighed 3.05kg

mommy's weight comparison in both pregnancy

Rayyan Adam

pre-pregnancy weight = 45kg

26th weeks= 50.5kg

30weeks=53kg

33weeks=55kg

34weeks=55.5kg

36weeks=55.5kg

37weeks=56kg

38weeks=56kg

39weeks=56kg

40weeks=56.5kg

on rayyan's birth day=58kg

so, total weight gain in 1st pregnancy 58-45=13kilos :)

Adek

pre=pregnancy weight=45kg

12weeks=42.5kg

18weeks=44.5kg

27weeks=47.5kg

32weeks=50kg

36weeks=52.5kg

36weeks+6=53.6kg

37weeks+4=53.4kg

38weeks=52.5kg

kalau tgk, masa dgn adek, berat mommy turun naik... biasanya kalau yg rendah tu, maybe sbb belum mkan..berat byk beza before n after mkn..mmg la kan? hahaha.. tp mmg nmpk tak konsisten.. apapun, asalkan berat adek naik... skg nih perut rasa keras manjang..sbb dia membesar, tp perut nih rasa dah ketat,xleh nk besar dah.. hehehe

dan alhamdulillah, last check up, doc comfirm adek dlm kedudukan head down n dah engage..possibility utk dia pusing sgt tipis as he/she has not much room to move... mommy pon kadang2 dah mula rasa xselesa nk jalan sbb ada benda kat bawah tu n of course my trip to the toilet is increasing more than ever...

now that i've started feeling quite hard back pain and stomach cramp more often, should i start my leave early?

Happy Labour Day!

yerp, i'm still walking around with my protruding belly and now, as in now i can feel something like contraction,but it is irregular when i count..so, maybe it's not time yet.. i'm at the office by the way... other teachers are busy with classes... class starts today with あ、い、う、え、お...heheh.. paling suka ajar mengeja... xyah serabut fikir nk buat ayat... tp saya telah diberi kelonggaran utk tidak memegang kelas sehingga lps cuti bersalin... hence, i'm updating my blog right now!  syiok!!

ok,where should i start? i have very much in mind..should i go in sequence? hmm..xkesah la kan

1)  i have a new gadget in hand.. and i must say, i'm addicted to it! i love downloading all sorts of apps especially for rayyan.. not that i let him play suka hati with it(sayanng woo!!), kena monitor kat sblh.. budak kecik tu kan fanatic segala macam electronic devices... sekali dia pomen,menangis mak! bahaya!!

 and fyi, mr HTC telah diwariskan kpd encik suami ;) bini selalu dpt yg baru2..hik3..kita kira hadiah anniv+mother's day+menyambut adek day.. :D

2) saturday(01.05.10) morning, we went visiting Jamila sensei and her newborn baby girl named Aihana...

Aihana with fazian sensei

Aihana with OP chan, n Dr.Zoraida

Aidan, Talai sensei & Syasya chan

i made these and gave the pink one to Aihana.. the blue one, belum ada empunya :) it is a headband

xsabarrnyer nk adek keluarrr... geram tgk Aihana, mcm tak sedar ,diri sendiri pon nak dukung baby soon!!

3) after that, went to Ain's reception at Putrajaya.ain, sempat rupanye mai tgk ain pakai wedding dress secara live.. and u look gorgeous dear! congratulations!!

4) after that, went to alama*da for birthday present hunting... kawan rayyan sambut birthday..dikejiranan baru... 1st time attend aktiviti jiran tetangga..selama nih ada jer hal xleh nk join...

sorry gambar blurr..

5) on sunday, we spent the whole day with ummi, atuk & pakcu..since ummi rindu sgt2 dgn cucu tunggalnya.. maklumlah, dah seminggu tak jumpa... rayyan dah boleh ditinggalkan dgn maid baru... bukan main seronok la rayyan.. kami pergi jalan2 tgk rumah pak ucu nk beli(yeke??) dan cari barang2 last minute utk adek... hisashiburini keluar one whole family bershopping... we had fun!!

test power dulu sebelum minta atuk @ pak ucu @ papa belikan... mama tak sanggup tgk harganya!

sepatutnya nk update cerita adek... hehehe... next la pulak

ok,itu saja cerita weekend kali nih...