The One With The Journey & The Birthday

26th July 2007 (Hospital Putrajaya,W.P Putrajaya)

26th July 2008 (Hard Rock Tokyo,Japan)

HaPpY 1st BiRtHdaY Baby RayYaN!!!

25th July 2008

our flight was 23:30pm..we arrived at the airport at 2130pm.hurried to the check-i

woww..can't believe it's been a year.. rewinding 1 year back,the nights with the contractions..days with the overdue blues..the panic in the labour room..the pain n the struggle..the day we first lay eyes on your cute face..a lot of "the 1st"s to be remembered..to be sealed in the albums of memories..lots of ups n down..lots of laughter n joy!

and we manage to survive... hehehe

ok..i know.. i have a lot to tell on ur special day.i'll try to write all details as it was really a lot of fun(eventho i'm damn tired)
n counter.cabin was full but the stewardess was kind enuff to find us a comfortable seat(even-tho not the business class seat..huhuh..i wish!) it was a 5seater.two old japanese ojiisan at each end..n we sit in the middle..better than our actual sit which is by the window,next to a guy.. (giller! camne nk breastfeed??!)

and so,i sat there for 6hours 55minutes straight from malaysia to japan without standing even a minute or going to the toilet(naseb la xrasa nk ke toilet)

why?? because my 1 n only child resist to sleep in the basket provided maybe bcoz u didn't fit in there .. kaki terkeluar sket..huhuh

so,mommy had to hold you 7hours as u sleep all the way till we landed at narita.

papa was there when we came out the arrival gate.what a relief to see his face.he was sooo happy to see us...lebar betul senyumm..heheh..as for me,can't wait to handle you to him..i needed to stretch my body...heheheh

before we headed to our next destination,sempat jumpa en.Lipan n k.Azah wif baby Sofiah Hana.. Sofiah Hana nk balik Malaysia utk majlis akikah.

after that..off we went to celebrate your birthday..yeyay!!

hehehe...venue: Hard Rock Cafe Tokyo @ Ropponggi

birthday boy

after having our lunch,while chichatting wif the waitress,she was surprised to know it's ur birthday.10minutes later,the waitress made a birthday call n came out with mommy's fav "Brownies & Ice cream" with a small fire crackers and sang a birthday song along with other workers n customers... sgt seronok! we get a Hard Rock Birthday Keychain consist of a picture of the 3 of us and 20% discounts at Hard Rock merchandise shop.. at the souvenir shop,the sales girl gave u another Hard Rock Teddy Bear for free...huhuh...

after shopping2, we went to Tokyo Tower. there's a monkey show and u were really entertained by the monkey jumping and hopping. sampai xmoh balik.. snap some pictures and then continue our journey back home to Hadano City.. 1st home for just the 3 of us =)

The One With "Rayyan is almost 1" birthday party

YESTERDAY . . . Budak Tomot makan kek

Class Party @ AAJ,UM with Morita Sensei & Atsumi Sensei

cupcakes from Shilascupcakes

The Presents

kereta tomey yang ada muzik2 tu from Dr Zoraida & Opie.Rayyan suka bebenor kereta tu..siap joget2 lagi.he enjoys pushing the car around the house..heheh..

Tiger & Lion from Tok Pa Idrus & Tok Ma Fazian sudah siap di'wrestling' dan didera Rayyan..hehehe

Kura-kura from Auntie Fuza udah dibawa masuk ofura..lemas dah kura2 tu..seb baik kura2 ru pandai berenang..hihihi

kemeja kiut mickey mouse from Auntie KB mommy simpan buat raya nnti! mekaceh..

tak lupa,mekaceh utk auncle Yoi sbb tlg amekkan cupcakes Rayyan...

a special gratitude and thanx to all my kind-hearted collegues who's willing to spare some time sharing this moment with me... i'm touched! love you all

TODAY . . .

maka berakhirlah riwayat laptop ku... ayangg,mahu laptop baru!!

The One With the Job Predictor

another 2more days and off we go... yehuu! tomorrow,mommy will be having ur early 1st birthday celebration with mommy's students n sensei2 here in AAJ.just a simple one..coz,ur birthday is actually during our arrival in Japan(saturday 26th).. just wanna share something with you... last week,while chatting wif ummi n ibu n playing with u at home,ummi said that 1day u're gonna be a doctor..maybe that idea comes from tv series "Bella",where the Dr.Rayyan part was played by Ako Mustafa. when i heard that,i just stood n say nothing.but deep down my heart i was hoping u'd find the job u really get into and love to do. i hope u be a businessman hehehe.build up ur own empire..be ur own boss..so u don't have to work 8-5 5days a week and have more time for urself and me.. when you grow up,i want u to choose ur own way..i know u'll choose the best. well,a doctor is also not bad actually... what i really wanna say is that..i dont want u to get caught up in ur work n neglect other things u should appreciate in life.. there's sooo much to cherish in life n spend ur time with the one u love.. show ur love everyday.. u wouldn't know when u'll loose them i'll let u choose and i'll guide you.. and for someone called mommy, we only want the best for our child... Happy coming 1st Birthday, Baby Rayyan! mommy wish u all the happiness,sayang ..

The One With the webcam

rayyan deary, yesterday we got the chance to see papa from the webcam.did u miss him? well,i know i do..very much.life is really imperfect without him around.. we miss so many things about him.. his loud voice shouting ur name everytime coming home from work.. how he made u clap ur hand by singing ur fav song,"tepuk amai2",how he change ur diapers late at night and he's the 1 who always put u in bed everyday... i miss him bcoz now i have to do all those things...heheh.. well,that's apart of the reason lah.. he sang ur song thru the webcam,and to my surprise u did clap ur hands.plus,u enjoy the moment as if he was here.. i was kinda touch.a tear almost came out..but then,it is a joy to embrace... ok,now i wanna rite about something else. remember the entry i wrote on april '08 about "erasing the memories"? i have a good news... we're mending the broken part of our friendship and she's pregnant and one more good news,her due date is on my birthday...hehehe!! i'm glad.. i was afraid to make the 1st move because i know how much she's angry with me.. i even dreamt about her..about us in the past..and believe me,i feel scared of that dream.. but a few days ago,she smss me and tell me that she dreamt about me and wanna work things out... wut a coincidence.. i hope we can be like before..like in the past..when we were the very best-fren ever. i miss u too,friend! congratulations for the coming joy! ( i hope it's a girl too..heheh)

The One With Sending Papa to the Airport

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　 My Handphone is his favourite toy

Rayyan deary,

Since this morning i heard you clearly pronounce "Papa".. i think we shud call daddy as Papa lah.. i'm so happy that u finally said the magical word but unfortunately ur Papa was not around to witness it.. he was frustrated when i told him about it just now...huhuhh

so,here we are..just the both of us until our flight,that is another 15days =)

i manage to caught some of ur photos yesterday..and i want u to remember this as this is ur Papa's 1st time being away from us.. well,we say our farewell with no tears shed as we know we'll soon fly to Japan too...

ママは寂しいけど頑張ります。離れることなんてすごく嫌だ！仕事が忙しいから、何とかなるよね、ライヤンちゃん！

Standing On Your Own

Souvenir during her outstation