anak murid saya

dijadikan cerita----> tadi buat pertama kalinyer saya masuk kelas untuk kemasukkan yang baru sesi 2009/2010. kesemua anak murid saya jumlahnya 24orang di kelas J1..ramai yang datang dari sarawak. tiba2 teringat kat Elah(kawan sepermainan saya sewaktu belajar di aaj dulu) bila dengar derang cakap..bukan apa,Bahasa Melayu Elah nih special sikit. kadang2, hanya orang2 tertentu saja yang mampu faham. itu belum saya cerita kisah dia makan betik dgn kulit2 sekali sewaktu di dewan makan di 5th college dulu... tapi Elah tetap maintain macho..

okay, sambung cerita saya td..selepas saya suruh mereka isi borang itu ini..saya pon bagi la sedikit nasihat.. ala2 nasihat dari senpai kepada kohai gitu..tapi saya maintain senyum comel sepanjang saya bercakap. saya kata, jgn masuk kelas lewat, jgn lupa hanta shukudai(homework), blaa..blaa..blaa..mcam gaya membebel pon ada.. lps tu, saya terdengar ada suara kata saya garang... saya pon tanya laa.. garang ke saya?? mereka jawab,"tengok muka pon dah tau garang".. ayyyyoooo!!

adakah saya ini benar2 garang? penat saya control sengih sepanjang kelas untuk buat2 ceria dan cool... memang hari ini mood saya okay jer pon.mungkin senyuman saya tidak berkesan. senyuman biasanya buat orang yang tengok senang hati dan ceria.. matlamat tidak tercapai nampaknyer..

seorang rakan sekerja kata, mungkin cermin mata saya yang buat saya nampak garang? iyer ke? patutkah saya tukar cermin mata skg kepada cermin mata yang mungkin boleh membawa imej seorang sensei yang lemah lembut? atau pon pakai kanta lekap? yang berwarna mungkin? atau teruskan sengih??

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okay saya dah penat fikir !!

btw, gambar apakah yang sesuai dengan entry kali ini? rasa tak lengkap pulak post entry tanpa gambar...

korek2-korek folder 'My Pictures' dalam komputer tajaan UM nih...jumpa gambar parti kelas tahun lepas...

inilah antara anak-anak didik saya...

mereka ini lah yang selalu buat saya ketawa dan tersenyum.. sama ada daripada perangai yang pelbagai... contoh2 ayat yang ntahapapantah bila saya suruh buat ayat... lawak2 spontan.. macam2 ada... tapi saya sayyyanggg mereka.

sekian merapu seorang sensei pada petang 30april 2009 jam 438ptg...

selepas di cop sebagai sensei yang garang..

Free your heart from hate, Free your mind from worry, Live simple, Give more & Expect less

~ Rayyan is 1year 9months 1week old~

last week,while doing some weekly household shopping...i came across this very much missed ice cream flavor...Macadamia Nuts by Haagen Dazs.it has been my favourite back in school days in Japan along with maccha,maple walnuts, and belgian chocholate..but, i love macadamia nuts the most..in case u all didn't know, Fukui only have one haagen dazs ice cream shop and it was just right across my apartment. every time i open the drapes at my balcony, my eyes would catch that haagen dazs sign..i remember those days, every friday they have a special offer, 7scoops for 500yen.that's around rm16(currency rate during that time) for 7different flavours...isn't it an awesome deal?indeed it was that we must make sure that we have it in weekly basis...kadang2 dah giri2 kedai nak tutup pkl 11 tu pon kami terjah jugak..kalau xmkn,rasa xsenang hati..there are times when i just can't wait for friday to come that i bought it in pints for 700yen..and have it while watching movies..sgt heaven..especially when it's snowy..i must say, eating ice cream while it was snowing outside is the best way to enjoy it.plus,the shop's big wide windows makes you feel like eating outside in the snow.. :D okay i'm bad at describing feelings..enough walking down that memorylane...

ini la Haagen Dazs di Fukui.. tpt melepak zaman muda mudi dulu

btw, while i was browsing in the jusco's big fridge for my favourite flavour..emirr came. i said that i just wanna see if they have my flavour..but mind you, the price was rm30.99 per pint.. kat jepun 700yen(rm28 kalau ikut rate skg).rasa mcm xberbaloi jer.. tp emirr nk belikan for me.. katanya hadiah anniversary kami couple 6years 17th april lps..hahah..i was blushing...i didn't think i'll get anything for that date...although, i have a special plan ahead for him on that..hehehe..and so, i got my macadamia nuts after long 'seluk' fridge tu..yeahh me!!

punyer la excited dapat my 1st macadamia nuts after 2years siap amek gmbr...please excuse my 'jakun'ess..

so.. we share the 3 of us.. including hero tecik nih.. dia pon suka macadamia nuts.. :D

tomottt!!

another story..somewhere around last week..kami bawa rayyan ke jusco indoor playground. xberapa best ..rayyan bukan main sgt, dia dok ralit tgk budak2 lain lari sana sini...

it's hard to have a nice shot because of this little angel's massive movements

gmbr2 yg blurr...but i love the pose

this picture is decent..budak nih takut main kat bouncing ni..jerit2 dia nk keluar

on sunday, mommy and daddy went out for a date..hihihi..watch movie for free at cineleisure damansara..yess..free bebeh!! you, who gimme free tickets,pliss gimme more!! i want to watch x-men wolverin this coming thursday...heheh.. btw, we dunno what to watch that day..most of the movies dah tgk..punyer la kaki wayang kan... last2, tgk 'The Uninvited'.. fyi, daddy is never a fan of horror movie..siap mengadu sakit jantung tgh2 org suspen dlm tu..siann..mommy ok lagi sbb tu hantu omputih..kalau hantu jepun or melayu.. takut jugak laa..sbb pernah melalui dan sedang melalui life tu..nnti lps tgk mesti terbayang2..masa kat jepun dulu,berani jer tgk cite pontianak harum s*ndal malam tu..sbb duduk kat jepun..tau pontianak tu mesti xsampai jepunnyer..kena naik flight..hahahah.kalau duk jepun tgk hantu jepun,siap laa..asek terbayang2 ada hantu dlm oshire laa..hantu dlm tub mandi la..nk turun tangga gi toilet pon minta teman woo..hahaha..err..paham ker?? xpahamm?? abaikan ..hehehe ..tp skg,selalu tgk keliwon dgn bibik kat umh..bibik temankan sbb daddy takot..hihihi.. nih masalah takut tp nk tgk..pandai je dia tayang keliwon tu mlm jumaat kan??

anyway, cite the uninvited tu menarik jugak..sbb apa yg kita tgk tidak sama dgn conclusion akhir cerita..sgt la xbudget rupanyer kakak dia tu dah mati sama2 dgn mak dia..n rupanye budak tu betul2 physcho... syian gf bapak dia,kena bunuh tanpa sebab...

" can you believe what you see?"

after that, we went to IKEA..made some survey..kabinet dapur..heheh.. this is my dream kitchen. i want it in red, can i? skg nih dah mula buat survey2 for furniture and main electric appliances...kunci rumah dah dapat..tp not fully finished yet..need some mending here and there after we made check up.. we're not planning to move in soon anyway.so,there's plenty of time to think.. buat sikit2 dulu...

mommy as the assistant..

fikir ayang..jgn tak fikir..

setelah penat tawaf ikea..kami mengisi perut di Senjyu Sushi.. food not bad..price? bad... hahaha..quite pricey utk kami.. tp mommy hentam jer makan..maklumla,bab makan nih mmg xkedekut...

my fav agedashi tofu

price for sushi

we both had Ten Zaru Soba.. sedapp!!

kami balik rumah dah lewat...around 1030pm..anakanda terchenta telah pon selamat beradu.. rindduuu kat rayyan!!

Kereta cik kitty rosak

"dugaan mengajar kita agar lebih bersyukur "

hari ini .. adalah hari terakhir utk sensei2 1nensei berfoya2. tiada lagi masuk ofis pkl 10pagi..tiada lagi balik rumah pkl 430ptg..tiada lagi mkn tgh hari berjam2..masa utk bersenang lenang telah sampai ke penghujungnya..hihihi..isnin minggu depan student baru masuk.bermulalah tugas yg bakal menjanjikan 1001 mcm perkara.

hari ini juga sgt panasss dan letih. cerita panass hari ini.mulanyer harini niat sunyi nk temankan k.fuza ke midV sbb dia nak beli tudung yg dia dok usha2 kat satu kedai tu..kami keluar xde la lewat sgt..dlm 1230 camtu..tp keluar je dr UM,jam giller.. pastu aircond dlm keta kesayangan k.fuza tidak menyamankan kami yg kepanasan luar dan dalam..hahaha..sbb ada satu keta proton saga baru kaler putih tu,kedekut tak bg kami masuk lane kanan..apalagi..panas dlm aaa..kalau mommy la yg drive dah buat otai dah..tapi nk wat camne,k.fuza nih mmg bersopan santun di mana saja..pastu..bila kami dah masuk federal,baru la nmpk rumah ada satu lori yg menyebabkan kesesakan itu..dgn kotak2 yg bergelimpangan di jalan raya.at the same time,mommy tgh bising2 psl lori tu,tiba2 keta k.fuza yg semakin panas itu terberhenti..k.fuza dah gelabah2..mommy relax jer..masih lagi control cun sbb arinih pakai pon extra ayu drpd kebiasaan..maklumlah,nk gi shopping..lps tu,kami pon tarik nafas jap..tenangkan satu sama lain..try hidupkan enjin semula...mula2 bunyi nyer mcm merajuk dah..tp kali ke-2 dia mahu pula hidup..pastu kami pon teruskn niat nk ke tpt dituju,tp masa tu k.fuza dah tawar hati nk gi shoping...mommy pulak dah kelaparan sbnrnya..tp xcakap..senyap jer..sbb tau k.fuza dah cuak giller pasal keta dia yg buat perangai tiba2 arinih..akhirnya,sesampainya kami ke depan the gardens tu,tiba2 terbau hangit..masa tu,mommy dah cuak.this is not good..terus berhentikan keta depan office tower the gardens tu,cpt2 lari kuar dr keta.mmg nmpk asap keluar tp xbyk..n bau hangit tu obvious..xlama lps tu,2org heroes telah baik hati membantu kami dgn machonyer... ada juga insan yg ikhlas membantu. 4botol air yg 1.5litre tu habis ditelan dek keta tu..mmg kehausan sungguh lagaknyer.. sementara biarkan keta tu sejuk,ajak k.fuza menyejukkan temperature kami di dlm the gardens..bagi isi perut yg lapar n minum air sedap.rupa mommy dah xberapa ayu sbb peluh dah mengalir sana sini..mekup cair..tudung pon dah sememeh jer..dah lama xberpeluh camni.mcm duduk dlm sauna free..hehehe.tp sbnrnya kesian kat k.fuza tu..risau lebey2..small problem jer..biasala keta nih..walaupun kata k.fuza baru lps servis,kalau kata dia nk buat hal..kena la hadapi..

lps isi perut dgn sandwich kat subway,minum ice lemon tea..baru la boleh berjalan laju sikit.semangat! tp ada juga org yg xbertimbang rasa nk marah2 kami parking tepi tu.padahal kami dah bitau kata keta rosak..nk suh tolak ke tepi..giller apa??! kami nih kan pompuan..bukannyer kacau laluan pon.kalau mommy,dah lama aku sound mamat tua xsedar diri tu.mcm bagus jer..dia kata keta besar2 xleh kuar..tipu sgt la tuh,depan mata kitorang BMW 7series relax jer lalu... igt kami nih kedekut sgt ke nk byr parking singgit kat situ..temperature dalaman naik balik..huhuh

lps tu,hantar keta ke bengkel.sambil tunggu pakcik mekanik tu balik mkn, mommy singgah kfc layan wi-fi.. xorder apa2 pon.xlama lps tu,k.kb come to the rescue.amek kami bawa balik ofis..serius letih.kesan dr masuk sauna k.fuza kot..hehehe..demo,ii keiken datta to.. seb baik berdua..kalu sorang2 lagi laa...cuak beb!

ok laa..itew sajer yg mahu mommy luahkan hari ni..memenuhi permintaan seseorang yg memerli kata mommy 'puasa' tulis blog..hahaha..rindu la tu!! meh tepek gmbr kawan2 kat ofis nih.. mana tau ada sedara mara ke,kawan lama ker.. yg termasuk dlm picture2 tu...

jyaaa... otsukare!!!

waktu seminar tahun lps..dengan k.ina..

lunch at Bakerzin bangsar ..also last year.

back-left:k.kb,k.fuza

front-left:zoraida sensei,mai comel

nih pon collegue saya juga..part time jer

inilah barisan guru2 sesi 2009/2010...

I'm learning you.. i'll keep learning you

~Rayyan Adam is 1year 8months 3weeks old~

Rayyan & me @ The Coffee Bean,Pavillion ...

notice my new shoes bag at the back?yeahh,saya dapat kasut baru!!

xcukup satu straw...

habis budak nih hentam minum white chocolate coffee daddy dia.. lps tu,switch to mommy's banana+strawberry ice blended and then auntie ida's hazelnut coffee.budak2 bole minum kopi ke ek?

today,mcm biasa kalau weekend mmg bawa si nonet nih jalan2 keluar... kami xde arah tujuan pon.lepas amek cik ida kat lrt ampang park,pusing2 tawaf kl sbb xtau nk gi mana...punya la susah(cerewet) nk cari tpt mkn.perut dah nyanyi2 lagu.sambil2 nk cari tpt mkn,sempat singgah kat showroom proton,melawat 'anak baru' proton, EXORA...wow,sedap nama.ada sape2 yg tgh cari idea nk bg nama anak..sedap juga nama 'exora' nih.hihihi.btw, xreti nak komen byk2 pasal exora nih...tp rasanyer ok la..spacious and affordable utk org2 yg perlu keta mpv.. tp di mata mommy, my miss. white-pearl stream is still the prettiest one..no offends!.heheh.mmg dr sblm pegi nihon dah mengidam keta tu... dah dpt xnk lepas! smlm baru lps servis cik stream...tukar minyak auto,tukar minyak hitam,tukar air-filter..tukar itu ini...makin sedap bawa...makin la sayyyang cik stream...tiap2 minggu masuk salon.bagi kilat menawan..uishh..apasal cite pasal keta pulak nih...heheh..ok2,stop!

another story... last week rayyan broke my most precious glasses,the one i bought pair with emirr at Korea(2006?).. :(( sedeyynyerr... i love that glasses very much..but then again, i didn't love it as much as i love rayyan..i love it because it's so comfy especially to be worn at home..tindih2 pon xpatah,buat tido,terpijak pon ok lagi..aduii,bertuah sungguh anakku yg seorang ni.slumber jer dia patahkan,mcm patahkan biskut..

well, i don't mind with the broken glasses... as long as you're not the one who's broken..in any way..

harta bole cari ganti,anak mana nak cari sparepart ? no perfectly identical replacement,rite?jadi...saborrr jer laa ibu2 sekalian...

yang hanya tinggal kenangan...sobbsobb :(

thank you mylove

date: 17th April 2003 time: midnight venue: in front of Seizeriya, 8gosen Fukui

we're officially bf-gf... only Allah knows how relieved i felt... thank you Allah for your guide.there's absolutely no better place to ask for anything other than You.

6years has passed us by..many memories we've shared..lots of fights and sulking faces ..and the remedies to all of our troubles would be that sweet smile of our little prince Rayyan. amazingly, i let go my ego easily with his presence. thank you for all your love,sweetness,caring,faith and believe in me...thank you for treating me the same way like we used to when we're love birds..i love it when people said that we look sweet together like bf-gf still ..thank you for still wanting to carry me into bed each time i fall asleep on the couch, accompany me when i couldn't sleep because of those nightmares...thank you for not asking me to do something you know i wouldn't want to.thank you for still listening to all my nonsence for years...although the same story might pop-out more than twice...thank you for not judging me...thank you for letting me have all those shoes and handbags that you know i can never have enough of.thank you for bringing me to places i want to be...thank you for buying foods in the middle of the night or when i just want to eat them..thank you for not asking more than what i could give.thank you for accepting me the way i am...thank you for sharing you dreams and hopes..thank you for believing in me all this time...and thank you for lending me that heart of yours for me to live in. even if there's no blood that ties us both... our love remain in the eyes of our Rayyan...

and most of all... i wanna thank Allah for my wishes has been granted to have you.

this is no coincidence...no serendipity...

this is what has been written in mai book of life...

thank you

Izmir Iswandi Arifin

should i?

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i'm considering...every point and angle..every reasons over reasons...looking from sides and view... and continue considering for days... reaching deep down my heart where the uncertain voices keep whispering i should go with it.

well....

i've started considering of privatising mai story chamber back again... no particular reasons why...

after all,the reason i'm building this chamber is to write stories mostly for rayyan to look back when he grew up.all the memories and fun he had..all of his pictures which is too much to stock up in albums...all the worries, ups and downs we had along the way... this blog is at the same age as rayyan,counted from the day i conceived you. i started from the moment i discovered that i'm pregnant up till now as a record of his progress... i guess it is better if we remain anonymous in the blogging world... let us lay low for a while.maybe we'll be back someday..if you could find us somewhere stalking yours maybe...hehehe

or should i consider this again? owwhhh,i hate decisions making... well, we'll wait and see then...

'checked'

this is what happened when my full-of-curiosity-little-guy selongkar my things.. abis tgn merah2 main cop... it's written,`確認済'(kakuninzumi) means 'checked' which i used when marking my students homework... kelakar pulak bila cop kat tgn dia.mcm brg yg dah lps Quality Control...hehehehe.aduhaiii anak~

btw, change of subject

i wanna take this opprtunity to congratulate kakakku-terchenta,k.fuza yang telah berjaya untuk menyertai kensyu di Urawa. i'm happy for you! mai doakan semoga Allah mudahkan segala urusan akak... selamat menuntut di bumi sakura semula.sesungguhnya saya akan merindui akak...

p/s: cikyam, gomen.i stole that signature thing from u jugak..mcm besh jerr,bole letak kat every post... arigatou! ;)

R for Rayyan

Rayyan is 1year 8months 2weeks old

remember last entry when rayyan is ready to have a day out?actually rayyan had a play-date with auntie ida...hehehe.come let's take a look!

had lunch at Food Garden.mommy love their korean food especially bibimba and tofu jige..

play lego for a while at Robinson

test ride motorcycle...

then, we went straight to KLCC for our play-date with auntie ida...

"...to cross or not to cross?? " (lama sungguh ditenung parit tu..)

swing..swingg awayyy....(notice the 'cuak' face? hihihi)

KLCC playground is such a nice place..

errr... mommy help me get up..

i want more!!

short cut bole tak? sliiiiidee~ this is auntie ida.. bibik no.2 cyyaakkkk!!! ママはライヤンちゃんをずっと見守っている からね

ママはライヤンチャンが大好き！！

soon it was raining..we're running in the rain to our parking area.daddy hold rayyan and run in the rain too..it was fun.we leave KLCC playground and went out for dinner .we were planning to dine at Amy Search's Cheng Ho restaurant,but didn't manage to find it..plus,it was raining heavily.so,we went to delifrance instead .thank you auntie ida for the warm treat..lenkali belanja la lagi yer..hehehe