the day i know you're coming

assalamualaikum, it was nite,cold and i'm not feeling well(emotionally..huhu).dated 28th november around 00:05am.i was sooo happy and can't help smiling all the way to bed.can't sleep..thinking about you. i was a mess and stress with all my problems...i always felt alone.but,when i know that u're coming...i feel better.i feel like i'm not alone anymore. your dad? he was shocked at first.we're shocked but me,i kinda guess that you would come.but,don't worry dear.daddy is just trying to figure the best for you and me..it's his first time too. hmm..what else? today,29th november i went to the hospital by bicycle with aunt ida n aunt jijah..heheh.thanx to them for accompanying me cos daddy can't come. the doctor made some test including the supersonic wave test.i saw you in the 'tv'.you're sooo small like a peanut.i heard your heart beat too.it was so clear..nice to hear the doc said that you're growing healthy-ly.you're 5weeks old in my tummy..4mm long.. i also got your picture.i'm gonna put it here so that daddy can see it too.he misses you everyday...i know he's gonna be a great dad to you.i even had a dream of you two playing bowling a few nites back..heheh..