Wednesday, March 26, 2008

Rayyan 8months

harini genap umur rayyan 8bulan..happy 8months birthday baby! dan hari ini juga genap la mommy setahun berada di malaysia since graduate. mcm2 dah berlaku dalam jangka masa setahun nih..but then at the same time feels like time really flies... a lot of thing changed.
  • my body figure(back then i was pregnant,now i'm slimmer lah),
  • dolu xde keje n worried a lot about my job(afraid i might get caught in works that i hate) but now,i'm happy with my career,
  • dolu ber2..skg ber3.. ;)
  • dolu byk berseronok..sekarang dah blaja serius sket..hehehe

whatever pon, the best thing is YOU! having you is the best thing...

actually skg nih kat ofis...tgh melepak xde keje..well,not really xde keje.. collegue japs pon ramai xde..bercuti. no idea what to write.. be back soon ok!

love,

mommy

Sunday, March 23, 2008

The Secret


Rayyan deary,


let's make a fresh start...open a new book...create a new mind-thinking.


mommy was depressed these last few days.. 'that tragedy' really knocked me down..soo down..


but i'm happy that i get to make a new start.. let's make it real.. and let's make a change!


for a start.. i wanna remind myself of these phrase everyday:


I PROMISE MYSELF


To be strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.


To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person i meet.


To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.


To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.


To think only of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.


To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as i am about my own.


To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.


To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature i meet.


To give so much time to improving myself that i have no time to critisize others.


To bee too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,

and too happy to admit the presence of trouble


To think well of myself and proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds


To live infaith that the whole world is on my side, so long as i am true to the best that is in me.


Quoted from;

Christian D Larson



ok..nite2 sweetpie.hugs n kisses!
P/S
i wanna create more of this images... and manifest it!!

Jom jalan2 lagi... next?!

Monday, March 3, 2008

Fever...

28hb feb...tarikh check up... malam 27hb tu,rayyan asyik merengek dalam tido...xseperti selalu..bila rasa kepala,PANASSnyer! nasib la next day tu nk gi klinik..tp masa suh misi check,suhu badan rayyan dah turun..36degrees..misi kata kalu panas xkurang dlm 2hari..bawa dtg semula sbb takut demam denggi as kat muka rayyan mmg ada kesan kena gigit nyamuk..bukan 1..bukan 2 tp 6(campur yg kat tgn)..hampess nyer nyamuk!! ntah bila derang serang rayyan... that day mmg dah plan ngan emir amek cuti..igt nk bawa rayyan jln2 tp dah demam terpaksa la tinggal..kami ke bandar Nusaputra..tandatangan agreement..alhamdulillah dah selamat..lps nih bertambah la komitmen...semoga Allah mudahkan lps tu kami ke UM for lunch dgn abah skali..baru igt nk blanja mereka2 western,tp sampai2 sume dah abis..makan nasi campur ngan lauk yg korek2 je..but i had my fav fish n chips..oleh sbb abah pegi sama2 dgn kitorang..lps anta dia gi keje kami ke midvalley membuang masa dan duit tunggu sampai abah abis keje pkl 9.. tgk wayang cite charlie wilson's war(xbes sgt) n grocery shopping ...bila call ibu,katanyer badan rayyan makin panas..hati dah xsedap tp nk balik dah sejam..nnti nk kena amek abah lg sejam..jam masa tu pkl 730..so,kami pon tunggu sampai 9pm.. sampai rumah check suhu badan dia.39degrees..mak aihh..panas sungguh..bawa ke klinik..mama kata maybe kena campak..tp doc kata xde merah2..maybe allergy. rayyan demam 3hari..dlm demam2 harituh pun dia masih cuba ketawa dan senyum... alaahaii,syiann anak mommy..you're really strong..dr dlm perut lagi.. hari nih hisasyiburini, pagi2 bangun rayyan xnangis n terus membuat bunyi2 ..spt dulu..mengejutkan kami dari mimpi(our loyal alarm clock..heheh) my pray...
may u grow healthy n strong
may happiness be ur friends
may ALLAH guard your way
be my cure for every pain
be my laughter in every tears
be with me
always n always
MOMMY LOVE YOU
BABY RAYYAN