Kenapa saya ada blog?

last saturday, one of my students said to me lebih kurang camni,"sensei,arituh saya terjumpa blog sensei... ntah mcm mana, tiba2 mcm kenal jer nama..sekali tgk2 rupanyer sensei nyer blog". sambil tersengih2 terkejutnyer saya!! dalam hati,"alamak!!" lps tu,ada student lain pon terdengar dan menyampuk,"yeke2.. nk baca jugak... boleh kan sensei?"... me,"xyah laa..bukan ada apa pon.byk merapu jer.. xyah baca laa"... sebenarnya,hati rasa keberatan bila ada student nk baca blog ni. bukan apa, tak suka kalau nnti derang terungkit dlm kelas ke, terkomen mengenai entry blog di tpt yg tak sesuai ke... rasa xsedap, xselesa nnti. that scene made me think of why actually i started indulging in the blog world... byk reason. salah satunya, mai adalah orang yg suka tulis diari waktu zaman kanak2 dulu.xde la kanak2 sgt, tp bila dah pandai susun ayat sendiri, pandai beli buku sendiri... sembunyik2 tulis diari. growing up as a kid that's full of uncertain things in life, i need to tell someone how i'm feeling. with diary, i'm free to speak.. to say what i feel truly... i don't need to hide or pretend... and somehow it helps to ease the pain and sorrow.i think, writing the diary had helped me survived those hard days growing up as ME. i still keep some of them(wahhh, ada byk rupanyer..heheh).once in a while, when i read back all the words, reminds me of how i lived those days back then. siap ada bekas titisan air mata...coz most of the time, i wrote when i'm down... melepaskan perasaan.. bila dah masuk asrama... ada jugak tulis sikit2..tp sbb sibuk dgn study, xberapa produktif.bila masuk preparation course, lagi laa... tp ada jugak tulis skit2...bila pegi nihon, no more diaries but i wrote letters... weird huh? bila dah mula celik IT, kenal apa itu BLOG, mula la berjinak2 balik menulis... blog nih pon, mula2 private. because it is meant to be dedicated to rayyan onichan.it's like a journal of me & my other half's journey with him. i'm so excited to have rayyan from the day i knew he's coming. i don't wanna miss anything that i start writing(walaupon xberapa istiqamah). i started opening it to public coz i knew no one would read it... n then, i shared it with frens, coz right then xramai kawan2 sebaya yg pregnant.maklumlah, masih study lagi... sampai la skg, walaupon kadang2 terselit cerita yg tidak berkaitan rayyan, i wrote it here too. as a reminder that, the event took place while he's growing. i think, i would appreciate it, if my mother would have left me a journal of her journey with me... don't you? untuk menjawab tajuk entry kali nih,"Kenapa saya ada blog?"

-menulis adalah salah satu hobi saya... or more to merapu & luah perasaan(perasan??).Boss Jepun saya pon tgk blog saya..tp oleh sbb bahasa saya rojak BM+English+Japs=MeJapLish, rasanyer susah dia nk paham kot... dia kata rajinnyer saya tulis..tu blom bg dia baca blog anak murid dia satu lagi... yg kat Yamaguchi nunn haa.. boleh dpt anugerah blogger rajin tu...hehehe.masa kat AAJ, rajin tulis sakubun(karangan)..alhamdulillah,i won some essay contests.satu tu, ada lagi simpan sampai skg..speech contest?? NO..NO..NO.. kaki ketaq nk naik stage.abis blank nnti. -utk cerita if possible every happy things that happens in our daily life.seboleh2nya, yg xberapa seronok tu, xperlu la dikenang... -i love to take pictures walaupon masih tahap amatur. here's the best place to share, to learn and to look back(in case kalau gmbr2 yg ada dlm simpanan hilang lesap.dah pernah terjadi pon. how can i not fell in love with u,mr.internet!) -untuk kongsi cerita dgn kawan2 yg jauh & dekat.especially, bila dah ada anak & family makin berkembang.. they all helps in many ways..bg nasihat, tips, kongsi pandangan... infact, sneaking at their blog is my daily breakfast-time activity. -to gain support when i'm down.even just by dropping as simple comment like,"i know you'll be strong"..ect.. appreciate it! Allah je tau mcm mana those words sooths me.. -untuk cerita & belajar pasal hidup... sometimes we learn from our mistakes, and sometimes we learn from others... kerana itulah saya masih menulis dan tidak lagi mem'private'kan blog nih. tp bila student dah terjumpa nih, serba salah pulak.. (sebenarnya saya nih pemalu..hahaha..*sila pengsan*) -----gakusei tachi, sensei no buroggu o yondeiru toshitara, himitsu ni shite ne------ camne ek? ada jugak yg tanya, lps adek lahir nnti, nama blog nih kena la tukar. for the time being, let it be this way... lgpon, rayyan la pencetus idea utk buka blog nih... adek xkesah pon,kan adek kan?? yes,he's giving me a kick tanda setuju!

so,let me ask you back,

"Kenapa anda ada blog?"

kalau buat macam tag pon best jugak..

hmmm, kettei! saya nk tag org2 yg baca entry nih...yer KAMU!!!

Mou sayounara?

maybe soon, i'll be saying goodbye to my loyal partner,my white stallion... *sob2*

the truth is,i really don't wanna let gooooo!!! plisss...

Nama untuk Adek

i am now entering my 3rd trimester... been 28 smooth weeks with adek who's also being a good team mate in my tummy.alhamdulillah, i managed to passed my 1st n 2nd trimester without much problems.no morning sickness just like when i'm carrying rayyan onichan... it's been a smooth journey so far... praise to Allah today, papa in on MC. he had fever n not feeling very well since yesterday..although yesterday we went for makan besar @ tenji's and played bowling right after... mommy took part too..with adek.hihih.. 3pregnant people n i'm the only one who dare to hold the bowling ball... anyway, papa went to the clinic last night, ate some pills and alhamdulillah he's recovering. this morning we went to the mamak for roti canai before me going to work..i love mornings like this...having breakfast anak-beranak. and insyaAllah, today papa will go to the hospital for delivery booking without me... this morning, bila baca entry fith pasal nama2..teringat blom pilih nama boy untuk adek.. kalau kuar gegirl, nama girl yg kitorang stand by masa pregnant rayyan,carry forward jer.. nama boy sampai skg takde lagik.. so, i'm looking forward for any ideas of names to give adek in case it's a boy... n been thinking too, if the name that u suggested caught our heart, we might give something as 'orei'(tanda terima kaseh)... nnti boleh la kata, nama adek nih, auntie X/akak Y yg pilihkan... hehehe... ciri2 nama idaman;

1. nama yang membawa maksud yg baik(of course)
2. kalau boleh nk start with 'R' n 'A' just like Rayyan Adam onichan..
3. kalau tak, any names would be fine as long as maksudnyer baik

senang kan? cadangan melalui sms dan email juga diterima...hahahah...

tarikh tutup: sehingga tarikh adek lahir

some pictures during Ichikoh family day

5+2=adek is 7months :)

rayyan sibuk+tekun cuba membuat peace sign

Babymoon?

~rayyan is 2years 6months 2weeks old~ ~adek is 27weeks in mommy's tummy~

helllooos... how's holiday? as for me, rasa seronoknyer holiday kali nih... bersenang2 di rumah, spending time with my heroes and jalan2 amek gmbr. 4days off n dapur xberasap pon. mmg betul2 memanjakan diri.we just wanted to do all the fun things just the 3 of us... on 14th feb, we went to visit my mil's best friends house and rayyan got many2 angpow... suker la dia... ntah berapa byk limau masuk perut...hik2. tp seronok sbb dpt meraikan sama2 cny rather than duduk rumah jer... kami 3beranak nih mmg xpandai duduk diam2 kat rumah. sebenarnya, ada byk benda nak cerita.pasal adek's progress,mommy's progress(yg xberapa nk ada), pasal cite avatar(suker!!) n beberapa topik lain yg asek kena pending.maklumlah, tiap kali nk tulis new entry mesti kena spend at least an hour.huhuh.. kagum org boleh update blog tiap2 hari.mesti idea derang mencurah2 n pandai buat ayat.nih nk karang satu ayat pon kena pk lama...

*entry penuh dgn gmbr*

(gambar dah menjadi satu kemestian dlm entry hari2 ku)

the highlight of our holiday was a brief stay at avilion admiral cove,PD . well, it was just for 1 night and like i told you'll before, we were'nt gonna travel far for the time being as yours truly tidak kelaratan. booking was made a week before CNY, peak season price & availability was limited. lucky me, we got a great view room. my long awaited family trip for the last 3months was at last granted. it was my treat for hubby after his long 'work!work!work-no-life-working hours' season has finally ended(i hope). and as cny fall on the same day as valentines day.. i can say that this is my 'cinta-kasih-sayang-gift' for you. hik3.. let me review about the hotel. there are 2 avilions in PD.. one is Avilion Port Dickson & another one is Avilion Admiral Cove(AAC).. they are quite near from each other but the one in PD was nicer i think... google it for more info if you're interested. the distance from our home to the hotel was not even 90km.without toll.and can reach there within an hour & a half.we arrived early.haven't had lunch n malas nk redah trafik sesak keluar.so, we decided to have lunch there at their Trader's Food Shop. well, the view from the restaurant was nice... as u can see boats parking from your table and the wide open sea.but, to tell the truth the service was poor. food lambat sampai, hubby ordered mee goreng special which arrived something like mee goreng mamak...sampaikan we assumed derang keluar gi beli kat luar sbb lmbt sgt.. agak masin dah tidak nampak apa sepcialnyer. i ordered soto ayam which they served like soto ayam yg xcukup sifat...or adakah soto ayam kat N9 mmg mcm tu tatau laa.. yg dihidangkan adalah sup, nasi impit beberapa potong, suhun(aiyak,xreti eja), ayam siat2 n kacang melambak... no taugeh, no daun sup,no bawang goreng, no original soto soup.. sbg penggemar masakan johor especially soto, wajiblah daku mengomel dek melihatkan soto ayam berharga rm15 berwajah seperti itu... tp, oleh sbb mood bercutiku sgt baik, malas nk cite panjang.but as reference for those who're looking forward to stay there, xyah la makan kat situ... i chose a deluxe room.the room was fine.. biasalah bilik hotel.there is a sliding door that divides the bed and the tv space... the best part was the view. i didn't put high hope to get such nice view as i booked late n well, it was peak season.we can see the boats that are parked nearby the swimming pool, the swimming pool as well, the tower, the apartments, the bungalows & of course the wide open sea with tiny coconut trees. it was with no doubt a serene view... after admiring the room & view, solat,golek2 bertiga sambil tgk star movies si kecik dah panas kaki nk lompat pool.at 5 baru gerak. we just took picture by the beach... pantai tak berapa memanggil utk kami terjun.hehehe... lps snap2, terus ke pool. atuk rayyan & pak cu nyer pon dtg sekali... tp xstay bermalam. malam tu, we had dinner outside the hotel. pergi ke restoran biasa2 seafood tepi jalan. mmg meriah sungguh area batu 4 tu... banyak org n lampu2... mungkin sbb musim cuti, restoran nih pon serve lambat.lps dinner, kami ke spring hill. sibblings my mil berkumpul.rasa mcm raya pulak.rayyan siap dpt duit angpow dr pakcik dia.makan2, gosip2, borak2 sampai pkl 1 baru sampai kat hotel. rayyan tak tido sepanjang hari eventhough dok berendam dlm kolam 2jam.pkl 12mlm tu baru dia lena. esoknyer, kami bgn awal except rayyan. keletihan la tu... pkl 930 baru berjaya kejutkan dia bgn.geletek,garu2, tarik jari kaki semua tak jalan.mmg pengsan habis.last2 dukung terus bawa ke balkoni, bg dia cahaya matahari.. bila dia sedar buka mata, terus tunjuk kat dia swimming pool.huhuh...baru bgn. had breakfast and rayyan sempat lagi nk terjun pool. kali nih, mak dia tak larat dah..duk tepi kolam, bg sokongan jer sambil ambil gmbr. boleh dia tanya mak dia,"tak nak mandi?" hahaha.. org dah mandi awal2 pagi lagi... sabar jer laa..

at the lobby

outside the lobby

swimming pool

kenapakah tiba2 gaya sopan ini?

kami bertiga & adek dlm perut

admiring the panorama

the ships

nak ni satu!

rayyan

lunch

tunggu..dan tunggu..punyer tunggu...

xlama lagi kena order air utk dia sorang nmpknyer

at the lobby..lepaking

our room

the excited rayyan

the view from our room

in the room

going to the beach

at the beach

like father , like son

ini tatau peace sign gaya negara mana

we're not going to swim here, yer sayangg

rayyan & fish

full of curiosity

the pool

atuk & pakcu also joined us that evening

sunset at the lobby

sunset view from our room

on our way home... "mana boat rayyan xsampai2 nih"

"ooppss, mana rayyan ada boat..blom beli lagi..he3"

Rayyan & mama

Rayyan & papa.. Rayyan mmg suka ikut apa papa dia buat

my heroes

we checked out at 12:20pm and headed straight home.sampai rumah pkl 2 camtu.tiga2 pengsan. for dinner, we went to sushi zanmai @ sunway pyramid. sekian laporan cuti kami! (kan dah kata, penuh gambar)

MaiRayyan is back!!

my baby arrived safely yesterday from s'pore.alhamdulillah! God, how i miss his mulut becok... i can;t remember when he starts talking so much that now i think he's always asking this and that that makes me feel more excited with his vocab.some vocab we don't even teach him... i guess rayyan is a bit late to start talking like he really understand something, but i don't really mind people saying his late on that. like i mentioned before, i let him flow with his own pace. infact, it makes me eager to learn that he remembers the word i tot him.. like when i used to teach him to say 'thank you' everythime he receives something... he used to keep quiet and tend to not say the words eventhough we urge him to say so... but out of nowhere, one day he said 'thank you', and only God knows how i felt... now, we don't even have to force him to giving thanks anymore...that's a good progress enough.. now, the word he refused to say is,'sorry'... well, i guess it may be like the thanking case..he's just not ready to use the word yet.. amidst that, he talks about things around him very fondly. especially, things related to cranes, fish, water, colours, transportation, animals ect. maybe it's true what they say, boys lambat cakap... they kept the words, put them in their HD and only use them when their ready... that's why, when they start talking, you'll be surprise of just much words they know actually... cute huh?? anyway, yesterday i enjoyed my company with rayyan. basically, he do all they questioning or mentioning things around him, and i just love the look on his face with his cute reply like,'yeke?', 'oo..merah'.. and that self-satisfied smirks on his face... priceless!! can;t wait to this coming CNY holiday.. hubby is no longer working till late nights(although he still have to stay overtime for 1~2hours everyday), we had 4days to ourselves just the 3 of us... i've already booked a hotel somewhere not-so-very-down south to spend time spoiling ourselves...

~ HAPPY HOLIDAY TO ALL!! ~

these are some pictures taken during farewell dinner for Sugiyama sensei, Toda sensei & Yoshikawa sensei at Bukit Ampang somewhere last january...

Rayyan & mommy

among the guest

the 'killer-pose'

that eyes~ owhh :D

Rayyan & OP chan

amboi2... doko ikuno?

kemengantukkan.. ini lah tpt dia suka landing.. my tummy..

adek kat dlm akan give respond everytime rayyan do that.. :)

OP & her signature *peace*

macam-macam rayyan

the scenery that nite

the AAJ troopers