another companion...

one night somewhere around last week.. we're talking about Rayyan.. kitorang selalu dok puji rayyan comel.. i love your eyes the most.. you have such beautiful and shining eyes..ihihi, kes puji anak sendiri.. takpe,kami2 je.. tak jaja kat org lain..hehehe.. tambahan bila Rayyan buat muka comey dia tu.. the face when u can't be mad and u heart will melt straight away.. Rayyan mmg pandai amek hati skg nih.. pandai nk tarik perhatian org.. kalu kita nk marah dia.. naik suara sikit je,dia tenung muka kita n muncung mulut dia ala2 nk nangis.. poyo je.. pastu bila kita senyum dia gelak2 pulak.. eee.. geramm!! kalu rayyan tgh tido,kitorang suka belek2 muka rayyan,tgn dia.. peluk2 dia.. puji everything on his face.. suka tgk dia tido dlm keadaan tenang with that nothing-to-worries-about face.. i love that baby face of you.. especially the irresistable smile.. dihias dgn dua btg gigi atas yg nmpk mcm rabbit.. hilang semua penat dan risau.. dulu2.. igt lagi masa tgh borak2 dgn auntie liza, mommy's sis in law.. mommy puji la anak2 auntie liza, arif n adam.. dua2 hensem.. i told her, she shud make more babies and tambah lg bilangan baby2 comel dlm msia ni. my idea was, people who produce cute babies shud produce more.. hehehe .. so that, makin ramai baby comel makin ramai la nnti bilangan org2 hensem dan ayu dlm msia nih.. heheh.. dia gelakkan mommy sambil cakap," bila adik dah rasa mcm mana bersalin n experience mcm mana nk besarkan anak.. adik tau la mcm mana rasanyer.. " well,now i know it's not easy.. but i think it'll be a better place if we are surrounded by cute n adorable babies.. tgk org yg ada anak sampai 12.. 13.. mcm bes je.. tp awal2 my mil dah nasihat jgn beranak byk2.. hehehe.. takut tak terjaga amanah yang diberi.. ada juga one of my student yg adik beradik 12 org.. she's doing great.. her mother must be one strong kinda women.. tp, mommy bukannyer nk anak berderet2.. just admiring those who has a big family.. sugoi naa~ to omotte! =) mommy pon dtg dr 7 sibblings.. kinda great when u have 3sisters n 3brothers and fortunate enough to be the youngest.. anak manja atuk! when u have 3sisters.. u can skip the household chores.. when u have 3 brothers who're very protective.. u can have them kick the a*s of any guy who treat u bad.. i spent my childhood worrying about what i wanna play today,where shud i play today..and tunggu bhai roti dtg nk beli jajan..sampai skg tak bole lupa satu roti nih.. roti panjang,dlm nyer letak kaya n mentega je.. tp sedappp giller..tah apa bhai tu letak dlm roti tu kan sampai kemaruk nk beli everytime nmpk muka bhai tu...huhuh.. zaman kanak2 kat kampung mmg bes.. masuk parit,panjat pokok,main baling selipar,main police entry(camnih ke eja?) ,main masak2,kawen2,main nyorok2..naik basikal explore seluruh ceruk kampung.. tp org kata manja macam mana pon, kalu buat salah ada juga kena sebat.. tp ada penyelamat.. my sisters of course =) ok,back to the topic.. (lari topic sbnrnye nih) about the night when we're talking about you.. we were thinking about giving you adik.. hehehe..yeahh, we're actually thinking about another baby.. bila tanya daddy, dia sengih2 je.. dia ok je.. katanye bes jugak kalu ada lagi satu.. bila tanya diri sendiri..dah ready ke nk tambah commitment lg sorang.. rasa mcm ok.. hehehe.. rasa nk lg sorang.. kalu ada one pair besnyerr... both of us even thought of some names to put on a face we haven't met.. we had it listed along with the meanings.. bila tgk around us ramai yg pregnant,syiok juga bila pregnant sama2.. hehehe.. syiok if there's no nauseas,no mood swings just like my 1st-heaven-pregnancy.. hehehe.. but every pregnancy differs.. so,if i get those simptons,i just have to deal with it... rite? ececehh.. jauhnyer cite~

kalau ada 'kawan' lagi meriah main kan?!

harinih, Rayyan tak berapa sihat.. badan suam2 sikit.. jangan la demam,sayang.. lg 3hari nk balik jumpa ummi,ibu n atuk.. nak kena naik flight 7hours berdua dgn mommy.. i hope u don't be clingy and cranky.. because i'm gonna be all by myself and daddy won't be there to help.. what do u think would help to soothe a baby other than breastfeeding..sbb kadang2 trick bg bf nih tak berkesan.. eheheh.. all in all, i hope we're gonna be fine.. i pray for your health and our strength.. =) love ya!