The last 3 questions

sorry, i missed these 3questions.should've completed before syawal..what to do... bz welcoming syawal with my always-last-minute preparation.alhamdulillah, the curtain is done.boleh laa..emir love it..tak amek gmbr lagi... insyaAllah will post it later.

Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?

pregnant now? rifqi is only 4months... mungkin akan pengsan dulu...hehehe


Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

kurang merungut! macam mana agaknyer maisarah yg lebih ayu dan bersopan santun... pendiam dan xbanyak songeh..hihihi.
why? tak elok untuk kesihatan kalau fikir negatif n merungut...kena selalu ceria & positif!

there you go..tamat sudah 30days of truth... seriously, it is not easy! phewww!

Day 25, 26, 27 & Iftar with imfeen

Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.

mai late sister, Kak Yah

Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?

yup.. let the 'when & why' be a secret

Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?

Rayyan Adam & Rifqi Aydeen

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cerita lain pulak

last saturday, we held iftar with imfeen friends at our teratak. it was a Nabe Party. can't really recall the last time we had nabe. masa kat jepun, masa musim sejuk la ber'nabe' baru syiok...makan panas2 sambil tgk salji turun kat luar... kimochiii! tp kalau tunggu musim sejuk kat msia, payah laa..kena naik cameron higland or genting baru dpt sejuk...itu pon suam2...hehehe..alhamdulillah, malam tu hujan rahmat turun..so, instead of snow, we hear the rain outside... but the best part was definitely to have it with best friends. wahhh, meriah sungguh rumah malam tu. i'm glad they make themselves at home...periuk belangan kat mana semua tak payah tanya2, depa korek sendiri.xdelah tuan rumah kelam kabut sediakan segala..senang keje makncik...

as for the food, we made a brief shopping together at ioi mall. wahh, 1st time shopping barang rumah berjemaah...syiok! sambil belajar balik nama sayur2 dlm nihonggo..hahah, lama xguna byk yg dah lupa. sensei pon lupa daaa... apa la sensei ni,kan? anyway, terima kasih lah kat puan nazirah sbb belanja kami kat jusco n j.co donut..lepas nih belanja la lagi..lps shopping, sampai kat teratak,tetamu dr melaka dah sampai..bawa teman lagi..hik3.persediaan makanan berjalan dgn lancar.seb baik ada 2anak dara(sorang xlama lagi hilang title..hik3), dan seorang mak buyung.keje semua cpt jer siap.

jom tgk menu!

meja nabe..

udang,sotong,kupang,isi ketam,cendawan enoki dan mcm2 lagi

makan bersama mee udon

naganegi(green onion?), hakusai(kobis cina?)

tenpura

kimchii...

pembuka selera, fresh from kuali.cempedak goreng cik ida

cempedak beli kat jusco tu...sodap!!

jus tembikai laici.100% pure....cik echo buat.

ada menu minuman satu lagi lupa amek gmbr..kurma shake from en.stapak

ready to ngapp!

J.Co donut & banan muffin(lagi!.. maklumlah, ada org ngidam)

imfeen family without 'f' & one 'e'

rayyan yg kacau daun...

ajak masuk xnak..bila kamera klip2, dia sibuk jenguk2 pulak

seronokk!! tak sempat update secret stories korang...busy makan n line tak clear..hehehe.
nnti korang overnight la sini...boleh lepak cerita sampai pagi!

dear fith & elah di jepun;

bila mau join??

Day 23 & Day 24

Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.

adess..apa yer?? hmmm... belajar menjahit sampai khatam. hik3. dulu pernah mengikuti kelas jahitan kat 'pesta'(nama tempat kat batu pahat) tp belajar main2 jer...suka2 isi masa lps spm.berjaya siapkan sepasang baju kurung utk diri sendiri..tp lps tu, xpraktik sampai lupa dah camne nk potong sume...sampai skg masih lagi hantar tempah baju kat orang. pulak tu, tempahan sekarng mahal belaka. currently my tailor charge rm45 utk baju kurung n rm55 utk kebaya.. mahal kan? tp sbb dia jahit kemas, mmg keep on hantar situ je. anyone know anywhere cheaper? with good quality of course =)



Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)

playlist utk emir

Faizal Tahir - Hanyut(esp for him)
Adam AF2 - Jatuh (from him for me..hahaha,sila gelak)
N'sync - This i promise you(our theme song)
Kobukuro - 永久に共に (sweet song for our family!)
Kawaguchi Kyogo - Sakura(another from him, such a beautiful song)
Air Supply - Making love out of nothing at all
Ketsumeishi - Namida
Samson - Kenangan Terindah
Faizal Tahir - Sampai Syurga, bencinta

dan byk lagi...

these songs adalah lagu wajib di karaoke. owh, rindu nk berkaraoke....

letter,

" i love you and our 'soldiers', the 2 R.A. thank you for dedicating songs to me although i know you're not the romantic kinda guy, but always have your own way to love me...be sweet to me... these songs will remain in our playlist...forever!

love me and love me more..
  ~Your-Sarah~  "

Day 21, 22 & progress of mai "Projek Raya"

Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?

cepat2 pergi hospital lorr... 


Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.

byk! bila buat silap, mesti lah menyesal. dan xde manusia yg tak pernah melakukan kesilapan...yang penting berazam utk tidak mengulanginya... so, i guess there's no need to tell the world about it either.

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so, as some might already know..i'm on MC today.. not feeling well due to some of the things i ate last night at kampung kot.bgn pagi tadi, sakit perut gila2..mcm contraction nk bersalin.siap terduduk...penat bersemangat n bersiap2 nak gi kerja...mula2 tu rasa cam ok, tahan sakit skit jer kot..tp sakit tu dtg balik 3times..terus emir suruh pergi klinik.feeling better now.. sempat cuci couch cover n sedang planning nk menjahit langsir..semalam baru beli kain kat tampin..igtkan kat sana murah, but sama jer ngan kat sini...tp sebab dah sampai sana, i just ask emir to choose the one he likes...so, langsir ini adalah taste dia..saya tukang jahit sajer... hehehe

kali nih nk letak gambar projek raya 1,2 & 3 ehehe.. 'projek raya' la sangat... tp seronok pulak bila ada projek camni..bersemangat sikit utk jadi produktif...

ok, project no.1

almond choc chips for raya cookies.

yours truly sebenarnya are not really into biskut2 raya.kalau gi beraya, mkn biskut seketul dua je..kalau ada kacang2 or asam2, itu je la yg suka makan.so, i made the decision to make cookies that i love.. one of them, choc chips. the cookies turned out ok, but not as crunchy. salah measure kot sbb main agak2 jer nih...hehehe.. tp ok laa..sesuai utk org tua yg ada gigi kurang upaya..hahaha..that refers to my mom.mak xleh makan benda keras2..so, ok la..kan mak?hehehe ..to my surprise, rayyan loves this. mula2 rasa pon xnak..tp bila paksa makan, nak lagi pulak..hahaha..mak dia mmg zalim, paksa anak makan... semalam, dia sendiri yg order nk cookies tu from the jar that i brought back to malacca utk noyang dia.. =)

project no.2

cornflakes crunchy cookies.

another of my favourite biskut raya. i'm quite picky when i comes to cornflakes cookies...mesti crunchy n xsuka melekit2. biasanya org buat letak madu..i noticed kalau letak madu cornflakes akan hilang its crunchiness. i put in golden syrup instead..susah betul nk dpt golden syrup..jumpa kat hartamas shopping centre last week...

 resepi dpt from k.lin..she made marvellous cornflakes cookies i remember peluk cookies jar tu all to myself sambil tgk tv..pastu berebut dgn emirr. sedapp!! best ever!  thanks a lot k.lin! definitely gonna treasure the recipe. satu adunan dpt sampai 300pieces... dah selamat bagi some to noyang rayyan n rifqi

nak guna few spoons jer..hahaha..xpe2, ada possibility kena buat lagi cornflakes cookies nih.. =)

hasil biskut so far... tp dah susut sebenarnya. =)

project no.3

sewing!!

pillow cover utk bantal rayyan. senang jer buatnya bila dah ada mesin jahit!!

lepas siap pillow cover tu, terus move on to next mission, cushion cover..emir bought this cushion cover at the gardens few months back.been wanting big cushions to put in the living.boleh golek2 sambil tgk tv..but payah nk cari cover utk big cushion nih..30"x30" ..so , i made it myself..beli kain kat ioi mall the night before sambil browsing for kain langsir...

this is the result...with one happy baby on it =)

i can't believe i managed to sew n bake in the same day. 1 type of cookies n i pillow cover n 2cushion cover.of course with the help of my dear emir watching the boys... rayyan was very eager to try my sewing machine as well, sibuk measure segala benda dlm rumah with the tape... hehehe

alhamdulillah... xsangka dlm kesibukan kerja, uruskan rumah dan anak2, i still managed to cover all these.... betul la kata kawan2 mommies yg lain, kalau dah get used dgn routine harian, kita akan dpt curi masa utk buat benda yg kita suka... even if we have to sacrifice sleeping hours..but so far, mai sleeping hours remains 10pm~5am...hehehe..bulan puasa mmg tido awal.no tv for me...

next is the big project, the curtains!!

good luck to me! hopefully it turns out fine... cuak!

Day 18 & Day 19

Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.

Kalau Allah melarang dan melaknat sesuatu perbuatan itu, maka ada sebabnya di situ...jadi, kenapa nk ingkar lagi??  actually, xpaham kenapa ada org gay...



Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?

tanpa agama, hidup mcm tanpa buku panduan. takde arah tujuan or shall i say, xde matlamat. I'm lucky to be born as muslim. nikmat terhebat kunianNya.

politics? never  a fan on that? tanya la menteri apa pun, most probably i can't answer who is what... infact, baca suratkhabar pon malas... heheheh...yer,sy selalu ketinggalan.

tokorode,

sedang mencuba untuk meneruskan projek raya no.2 & no.3 harini. dengan bantuan en.suami.plan hari ni nk balik berbuka puasa di melaka...oh, sempatkah??

Day 17

Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something..

i've wrote it here...

Day 16

Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.


eh,mcm banyak jer... to name a few,

1. kucing - dulu2 suka kucing, tp sejak ada anak..xde kucing pon xpe..
2. Cik pinky, my laptop- sejak ada hp yg bleh access internet, xpandang sgt dah laptop..hehehe.tp penting utk update blog..
3. since being a bf mom again, handbag main campak2 jer.. beg pam dah jadi handbag baru.sumbat segala wallet n hp dlm tu. so, there goes all my handbags into the closet maybe until i have the mood to dress up again...until rifqi is 2years old??
4. segala gadget yg boleh disumbat dlm hp sudah tidak diperlukan lagi... calendar, calculator, mp3 player, buku tiga 5(utk tulis note..hahaha.dulu2 pakai woo), address book ect... hp is my bestfriend!
5. i could live without a sister or brother...eventhough i have a sister & a brother..they exist only in name... but who cares! i love being my mom's baby and being raised as the youngest in the family...

sekian!

wahh..sudah 2minggu ramadhan... persiapan raya xmula lagi. nasib baik baju raya dah siap.arinih nk pergi amek. tahun nih baju raya xde tema...tema hentam jer baju apa2. emirr recycle baju tahun lepas..rayyan blom beli baju melayu, ada gaya recycle jugak. rifqi nyer baju melayu dah beli...ntah muat ntah tidak..budak nih cepat betul membesar...beli sblm puasa lagi.heheh...esok terpaksa cuti sbb nursery rifqi cuti... hopefully boleh la buat sikit2 projek..opss, tp bahannyer xbeli lagi..adehh! xlarat dah la nk gi shopping memalam. kita korek je la apa yg ada di dapur tu...

mcm mana persiapan korang?

Day 15

Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.

 RAYYAN ADAM

RIFQI AYDEEN

budak berdua ni, kalau xde rasa xcomplete. sunyi... definitely,irresistable. couldn't imagine my life without them...

and...

of course, kekasihku

 

IZMIR ISWANDI

i couldn't live without him even for a split second. i've tried living without him and seriously it's ugly. pergi kedai pon nk gi sama2..hehehe.. gila! kalau tertido kat sofa, he'll carry me into the bedroom...hahah,imagine naik tangga carrying me? dah 5thn kahwin pon masih lagi sama... hopefully, sampai akhir hayatku =)

Day 12 ,13, 14 & Sunway Lagoon

Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.

must be my drawings!! i have no talent in drawing, even sketching... hahaha.. bila tgk org pandai lukis rasa kagum! mcm mana imagination tu boleh pergi ke tangan dan akhirnya ke atas kertas mmg sesuatu yg dr dulu lagi kukagumi...


Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)


Ayumi Hamasaki,Linkin Park, Fort Minor, byknyer...mmg suka dgr lagu.bila dah suka dgr byk2 kali sampai bosan..tapi lagu paling tangkap leleh lagu ayumi ..most of her songs tp yg lama2 laa..

have to write letter ke,syana?? hehehe

ok, just a note to ayumi

"あゆみ　さんへ、
素敵な歌詞できれいな音楽で私の心を暖めてくれて何よりも感謝してます。これからも、いい歌を作ってください。"

to ayumi, thank you for making such a beautiful songs with nice lyrics that give warmth to my heart during my hard days... i wish you all the best and please continue on making more and more songs that touch many hearts! (ok,translate mungkin ada sedikit lari...hehe..mmg lemah bab translate)


Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)

hero saya?? yg mengecewakan... xde, alhamdulillah~

          =)

 (so, no letter la kan?)

tu dia qada' terus 3hari..mohon ampun weekend yg lepas amat2 sibuk sampai terlepek kepenatan..en hubby sampai demam... tp semuanya tak dpt menandingi keseronokkan hari sabtu malam itu.. will update later, insyaAllah

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pictures time!

here are the pictures on our splash day at sunway lagoon...

celebrating a whole day with rayyan for his 3rd birthday

rayyan wandering around..xde pool pon??

muka seronok dpt lompat air

the best part!!

takut tapi mahu..huhu

nak lagii

muka sedey nk balik

tgk apa tu???

inii??

perut lapar, diisi donut j-co..my all time fav donut with yin yang coffee

love the message on the tissue quote "Don't loose your idea, quickly write them down!"

Day 11

Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.

don't know if it's is a compliment or not but people always says i look like anak mami, mix, arab ect... i take it as a compliment. hehehe... i would like to make a statement that i'm not mix,anak mami jauh sekali arab. at least, that's what i know... but you can keep on calling me aisywarya rai...hahaha,perasan!


ok, enough with that..


as i promise looonnggg..loonnggg time before






my newly dressed kitchen!!

alhamdulillah... tercapai sudah sebahagian impian~

Day 10

before that, jom layan Lenka...currently loving this song and Lenka too

Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.

siapa yer?

someone i wish i didn't know -> that person i mentioned in Day 08



someone i need to let go

i can't believe i'm saying this but it's true. there are these times in my life when i have to let go of the person that meant the most to me. something comes up, misunderstanding and jealousy caused the pain and letting go is the best solution. they're my 2 bestfriends... well, at least they used to be. i don't know what went wrong but i lost 2 of them... people say, it's better to stay friends with people rather than to be bestfriends. if i get the 'bestfriends' word translated right, they are friends who gonna be there through your ups n downs and be frank with you with whatever things that is happening...

at one point if felt like....

i guess...

and ...

but again,

how i wish we can talk endlessly about stupid things and end up laughing at each other without no one getting hurt or feeling bad...

how i wish i can turn back time

and maybe make this M.O.U

=)

apart all that, please know something

that i still care for you!

now, i miss my bestfriends, imfeen!!

Day 09 & Rayyan's

Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.

my late sister, Kak Yah..

i never really talked about her in my blog...because she's no longer with us... but she exist vividly in my memories. i cans till remember her laughs, her smell, her skills in cooking and her gentle voice...she's someone special and Allah loves her more...

she is my oldest sister.. to tell the truth, she's the reason i'm alive today... i can't describe how i owe her big time for saving me. ...she helped a lot... her existence in my life pretty much like a mother... a place to nag about my daily life, the only place i can share  about everything... i lost her during my 1st year degree. it was exam week.i din't get the news right until i call home and ask to speak to her, but only then i knew she was gone. my family didn't call because they were afraid i can't concentrate on my paper.i called her the week before because she was warded for her diabetes, but she said she was fine(i know she wasn't but pretend that everything's gonna be fine...she's around 40+ then).that was the first time i felt what it was like to loose someone you love.i still can hear myself crying all day long in my small room wanting to go home to see her for the last time... she had suffered enough from all the tortured and Allah wanted to save her from suffering more... the sad thing was she didn't have the chance to see my kids, even my husband... owh, i really miss her....

" adek rindu kak yah!"

may Allah bless her soul there...

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tokorode,

since the birth of Rifqi, rayyan somehow realize that he's a big brother now but the funny thing is...

Me : Rifqi, abang rayyan mana?? abang rayyan?

(ok, clearly rifqi lom pandai jawab lagi but i love talking to babies!)

rayyan ada je dekat2 situ

Rayyan : eh, bukan abang laa... ayyan!

Me : bukan abang ke? nih kan adek rifqi, so nih abang rayyan laaa

Rayyan : bukan abaaaangg, AYYAN!!

Me : owwhh~ ayyan..

i don't know what seems to be the problem but he doesn't seem to love the idea of calling him 'abang rayyan'... bukan main marah lagi.. hihihi..

sekarang nih bukan main petah lagi bercakap. tiap2 hari ada jer benda baru yg kitorang discover from his vocab. semalam dia tanya my mil,

"ummi, tak nak pergi bank?"

"hari ini xpergi laa..."

jwab my mil yg agak terkejut dgn vocab 'bank'..mana dia dpt tah.

"eh, kenapa tak pergi? pergi laaa"

=)

dulu susah hati dia lambat cakap..skg tak terlayan borak dgn dia..

his favourite question is

"mama, wat apa tu??"

cute!!

oh, anak!

today's 'cuci mata' pictures