7years & forever

 

16.09.2005 ~ 16.09.2012

 

 

 

Our life together isn’t always easy. We made hard choices together, we don't know what's waiting for us..nothing is for sure but we know everything's gonna be alright as long as we have each other!

It's our 7th year anniversary but i don't know why it feels like yesterday falling for you... Loving you was always so easy, being loved by you was a dream come true.

This year, situation changes. A brand new year in our marriage in the country where we met for the 1st time..with the kids to cheer our life, what more can i ask? sometimes we might take 'us' for granted to give spaces for the kids, but let’s get back to basics… to you, to me, and our love. The one thing that’s lasting and true.

Because after all, that’s where we started, and that’s where we should always be.

 

Thank you for all the yesterdays,

I cherish your love today,

and look forward to all the tomorrows

 

 

Happy Anniversary, sayangg!

our song for this year

'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz

 

Next destination!

remember in this entry i mentioned about a major change in August? yeap, it officially took place last saturday.

we moved! again :D

due to the company request, kami sekeluarga berpindah ke bandar lain. kali ini ke bandar besar bersebelahan tokyo iaitu Chiba.mula2 bila disuruh pindah, perasaan mmg bercampur-baur.. seronok, risau, berbelah-bahagi macam2 laa..tp memandangkan i'm a SAHM, why not? after all, it's just for a year( but the end date is not mention anywhere yet... hmmm). so, if it's for a year, it might be fun! i lovvveee my 6months stay in saitama last year and i'm definitely gonna love my stay in chiba with the company of the boys!!

so, emir started his obon holiday earlier than others since thursday last week, we packed everything in 1day..i'm too lazy to pack beforehand. well, i know Sakai guys will do most of the work.. not that hard as we don't have that many things.. come to think of it, i just got to stay in toyama for only 2months.. xsempat nk bosan, xsempat nk sayang...rasa macam persinggahan...

thursday 09.08.2012, buat makan2 untuk warga toyama.. budget masak untuk 40org.. malas nk masak kat surau, so we both masak kat rumah berdua.ini pertama kali masak banyak2..takut xsedap sbb puasa huhuh..tp alhamdulillah, semua habis licin..

sempat amek gambar ni je.. sbb masa ni tgh rehat separuh masa pertama...

lenguh tangan memotong macam2..gambar2 makanan dan tukang makan semua xsempat sbb sibuk makan dan berborak.. :) sangat2 seronok jamu org makan!!

boleh la gmbr ayam goreng ni buat kenangan :))

friday 10.08.2012, one whole day mengemas, dan mengemas... dan mengemas lagi...walaupon madam banyak mengelat! hehehe

ini tukang kacau abg dia & tukang buat bising waktu org mengemas.. *geram*

saturday 11.08.2012, time to leave 奥田町ハイツ(okuda machi haitsu) 202 and toyama

seb baik abg2 Sakai buat semua..sementara tunggu depa angkut barang2 masuk lori, kami main2 kat playground sblh rumah.. seronok betul pindah guna perkhidmatan camni, xyah sibuk2 berpeluh2 angkat barang..tau2 dah licin sume kena angkut



around 12pm we leave for our next destination...that is,Matsumoto :)) i was very excited to meet mai dear friend, yotte!!

we chose to drive using the old road rather than highway.. because of the distance n traffic..and most importantly the scenery, subhanallah..breathtaking!! that's why we love doraibu(driving) in japan..lotsa place to stop by.. especially here in nagano..green everywhere.. on our way, we saw people camping, picnic by the river and fishing... i just love it!!

we made a brief stop here at the Nagawado Dam..

and then, singgah beli tembikai..maklumlah, bila musim panas ni meriah dengan buah tembikai..puasa2 ni mmg terliur je bila nampak tembikai di kiri kanan jalan... nampak pokok epal2 yg sedang berbuah..nagano salah satu negeri yg banyak tanam epal..bila la bleh dpt pergi 'ringo gari' (apple picking)..teringin!!

 lps tu, atas suggestion tuan rumah, kami pon singgah sebentar di matsumoto castle..tak sempat masuk dlm sbb dah tutup pkl 530pm..posing dr luar je laa.. rayyan & rifqi dah pancit waktu ni..jalan pon xlarat dah..

bandar matsumoto sangat cantek..sekali masuk area dkt train station tu, macam kat tokyo..eccehh! banyak bangunan menarik, ada kouen(taman) yg besar... jatuh cinta dgn matsumoto sudah...

pkl 6 lebih, selamat lah kami sampai ke teratak puan yotte..rumah sgt cantek dan besar.. n tak dilupakan, terus menjenguk kebun sayurnya di belakang rumah..itu antara salah satu agenda pergi rumah puan yotte sbb geram tgk gambar2 IG beliau..hehehe..banyak dah menuntut ilmu perkebunan dan tips berguna..hahaha..
dayot is my aaj friend back in 2001, sampai lah sekarang.. dah lama xjumpa..kali terakhir jumpa lps job fair kat tokyo...one trivia about us, we share the same birthday!!n then later that day, we found out we even use the same casing for our 4s white iphone!! mmg un'sangka'rable..huhuhu

 malam tu, puan yotte jamu makan nasi lemak & ayam goreng berempah..mmg tip top sedap! rayyan makan siap bertambah.. n then, dapat berkenalan dengan anisah dan keluarga..nice to meet her.. tp xpuas lagi borak2!

ini je gambar yg sempat di'snap'..lps tu dah xigt nk bergambar..huhuh..

macam biasa gambar makanan xsempat amek..hik2

those 2girls are anisah's beautiful girls, nuha & wafa...syafi asek sibuk dgn anpanman nya sampai xsudi nk tgk kamera auntie mai...

and the next day sunday 12.08.2012, lepas sahur kami sambung lagi berborak..sampai lah tiba waktu untuk meneruskan perjalanan ke chiba... sebelum bertolak, puan yotte(kenapa rasa best panggil ko 'puan' yotte? huhuh) begitu baik hati bekalkan kami dengan sarapan nasi lemak untuk anak2 yg belum bangun dan juga hasil tanaman dari kebun comelnya... sangat seronok ok dapat fresh veggies n pokok lagi! (balik rumah makan puji xabis2..maniss n u can taste the freshness!!,seriously yotte!!)

amacam, ada gaya petani wanita berjaya kan??...hehehe.. pagi2 dah masuk kebun..alhamdulillah, murah rezeki puan yotte bagi pokok basil n tomato..pokok2 survive dlm kereta sampai ke chiba, masih sihat nampaknya..we'll see how puan mai jaga pokok pulak hehehe

syafi pon bangun awal tolong mama dia kat kebun :)) 

thanks a lot yotte & hubby for having us.. thank you for the warm host! insyaAllah ada rezeki mmg nak sgt dtg jalan2 matsumoto lagi!

ok laa..sampai sini dulu update story..dah masuk waktu sahur..kita sambung cerita rumah baru next entry pulak yer...

psssttt

fyi, i super-duper love mai new home!! (*^-^*)

jya,

selamat bersahur!!

9years and counting

~Rayyan is 4years 8months 3weeks old~

~Rifqi is 1year 11months 2weeks old~

17.04.2003~17.04.2012

9th year knowing each other...

been with each other ever since and growing old wiser together...

with 2beautiful boys and planning to have more babies in future insyaAllah

ups n downs... good n rainy days...

alhamdulillah, we're better than who we are before in many ways, i believe...

and we're still improving　insyaAllah..

as for the boys,

rayyan has just recovered from fever last 2days...after he regained his strength rifqi vomitted quite bad and having slight fever.. but he's recovering now.he's showing good sign wanting to smile n tease his big brother... but still weak to run like he usually does.. and this morning, our maid is not feeling well... i let her rest for the day... right now, when i have to handle almost everything by myself..i really, really miss my other half... i even dreamt of him last night... well, for a few nights actually... we're facing some challenges being away from each other but we know the day will come when we'll be one small happy family again soon!! i hardly can't wait for that day...

Mai wish,

semoga anak2 semua sihat dan Allah permudahkan segala urusan...

Kasih tak lemau dimakan usia

Kita biasanya balik ke rumah selepas kesibukan kerja di pejabat dengan niat untuk berehat melepaskan penat jerih.Ada juga dikalangan kita yang berniat balik ke rumah sekejap untuk mengambil pakaian sukan dan kemudian terus ke gelanggang permainan bersama-sama dengan rakan-rakan sepejabat atau sepersatuan.Tidak kurang pula yang sampai di rumah terus mengerjakan solat 'Asar dan kemudian ke halaman rumah meneruskan kerja-kerja menanam pokok bunga kesayangan kita itu.

Apabila sampai ke rumah, hanya anak-anak kita sahaja yang menyambut di pintu. Isteri kita yang "full-time-house-wife" tu, meneruskan pekerjaan biasanya seperti melipat kain, gosok baju atau menyapu halaman rumah petang-petang.Kita pun mencium anak-anak dan terus ke bilik tidur dan membuat kerja-kerja seperti di atas tadi. Tidak ada senerio drama tv seperti isteri menyambut dan menyediakan minuman untuk suaminya, sambil suaminya pula merebahkan badannya di sofa empuk "italian set" nya itu.

Bagi isteri yang balik bersama-sama kita satu kereta pula, sepanjang perjalanan dia lelapkan matanya menghala keluar hinggalah sampai ke rumah. Tiba di rumah, masing-masing dengan urusan sendirian, sibuk macam di pejabat tadi.

Alangkah ruginya kita menpunyai pasangan yang halal tetapi hubungan kita seperti "bukan muhrim". Sudahlah kita berpisah lebih lapan jam sehari dengannya kerana bertugas di pejabat, ditambah pula dengan hubungan yang hambar apabila bersama di rumah. Dengan ini, ramailah dikalangan kita yang tidak dapat menikmati cogan kata yang popular masa kini, "Rumahku Syurgaku".

Mengapa boleh terjadi demikian? Mari kita analisis sketsa di atas. Semasa baru-baru kahwin, biasanya isteri kita tu lah yang menyambut kita di pintu dengan senyum manisnya dan memimpin kita ke kerusi atau ke dalam bilik tidur. Dan di situ jugalah dia akan bercerita mengadu hal peristiwa-peristiwa yang berlaku sepanjang ketiadaan kita di rumah.

Macam-macamlah tajuknya hingga kadang-kadang naik meluat mendengarnya. Tetapi, kita pada masa itu memang pendengar yang amat baik sekali dan bersungguh-sungguh melayan cerita dan emosinya. Baru kahwinlah katakan. Tetapi sekarang semuanya itu hanya tinggal kenangan.

Wahai suami-suami yang dimuliakan,

Memang kita lebih sibuk dari dia. Memang kita lebih banyak memikirkan masalah masyarakat dan negara. Memang minat kita berbeza. Memang kita malas mendengar cakap dia. Tetapi, pernah tak kita fikirkan hasilnya jika kita mendengar sekejap ceritanya bila sampai di rumah setiap petang?

Jika kita boleh meneruskan tabiat seperti baru-baru kahwin dulu tu; menjadi pendengar yang baik, meluangkan masa dalam lima minit mendengar ceritanya sebaik sahaja kita tiba di rumah, mengangguk-anggukkan kepala dan bersetuju dengan pandangan-pandangannya, menegur ceritanya apabila dia mula nak mengumpat dengan cara yang baik - yakinlah, hasilnya nanti, dia akan rasa terhibur dan merasakan dialah orang yang paling gembira sekali pada hari itu.

Cintanya rasa berbalas apabila aduannya itu dilayan dengan belaian kasih mesra. Kusut masai semasa dia memerahkan otaknya membersih, mengindahkan rumah kita dan memasak masakan kegemaran kita, akan terurai kerana kesanggupan kita mendengarnya sembangnya itu. Tak lama wahai suami-suami, hanya lima minit sahaja yang perlu kita luangkan untuknya. Tetapi kesan boleh menceriakannya selama 24 jam untuk hari yang berikutnya.

Niatkan di hati kita untuk mendengar ceritanya sama ada dirumah atau di dalam kereta sebaik sahaja kita melangkah keluar dari pejabat. Jangan amalkan singgah dulu di kafetaria untuk minum petang dengan rakan-rakan sepejabat, ini akan menyebabkan kita merasakan isteri tidak perlu lagi melayan kita di rumah nanti. Sebab kita sudah kenyang.

Sampai di rumah mulakan dengan soalan, "Ada berita baik hari ini ke?" atau yang serupa dengannya. Yakinlah, sebulan kita amalkan, pasti isteri kita akan bersama-sama dengan anak-anak kita menyambut di muka pintu dengan senyuman meleret hingga ke telinganya. Kita juga yang akan terhibur.

Amalkanlah wahai suami!

- Artikel iluvislam.com

love this article.it reminds me of mai words to him before we got married. i wish..hope that our relationship will stay like org yg baru bercinta forever... jalan berpegangan tangan ke mana2, sentiasa usik-mengusik antara satu sama lain, penuh dgn ketawa dan senyuman..of course menangis bersama..berkongsi masalah bersama...let we both know that we have each other to say just about anything..there's no other perfect person to be a listener... just imagine if you have sooooo much in mind, soo many things that happens to you that you want to share, to brag about but you have no one to say those things to...  terutamanya org perempuan, mmg byk perkara yg bermain dlm mindanya, byk yg difikirkannya..kata2 suami se'simple', "how's your day today?" meant soooo much... it's a key telling her that she can tell him everything... but be sure not to judge her.. advices are welcome... talk with smile on your face.. smile even if you're talking on the phone...do you know that a smile you make on the phone make a difference in your voice tone? it does says you're smiling from the end of the line... it meant that she can go on and say it... guys sometimes forget to smile... they forget to make women smile... they forget to make us laugh..because they have some other important job to be done.. or maybe he's just tired from work...

but, have you ever stop and think?

that women have just about the same workload?

be it a housewife or a working mom... they are doing things that involves man..

...  attention to wife is just as important as attention to kids ...

daripada pengamatan peribadi, ramai mak ayah yg begitu ambil berat ttg anak2... kalau anak2 jatuh n luka semua gabra...kalau salah seorang suami atau ister luka or sakit? adakah sama perhatiannya? kalau anak2 xmakan,risau bukan main...tp partner makan ke x mkn arini, ada tanya tak? huhuhu...

for me, anak2 sampai satu tahap..kita akan berpisah dgn mereka ..be it, mereka masuk sekolah asrama, masuk universiti or finally kahwin dan mempunyai rumahtangga sendiri...

tapi suami atau isteri,bermula dari lafaz nikah..berjanji utk menjaga antara satu sama lain, memberi nafkah dan manjaga kebajikannya... sehingga apabila anak2 sudah berumahtangga dan duduk berjauhan..si dia masih bersama kita... that's what love for eternity...till the heart stops beating...

just mai personal opinion

:)

Home is where you are...

this coming monday is a public holiday in japan..so, we get 3 straight days off

i'm going to Toyama..our new home..going there for the 1st time

right now, i miss the kidss so bad that i don't dare to think about it too much..

.nnti emo melampau payah! last week, a friend of mine ask me about the kids... i told her that i skype with the kids 2 or 3times a week..not everyday.for me,kalau skype hari2 lagi bertambah rindu...she misses her daughter sooo much that when she told me about her daughter she cried!! i almost cried too,but we're about to enter class that time... mmg sebak bila cerita bab anak2.. i understand her feeling..anak seorang baru 2tahun pulak tu...'頑張れ’しか言えなかった。。。

and of course i miss maiLove too... he's mai 'home'

seriously, being here gives me freedom..as in no housework to do,no office work, i don't even have to clean my room because every week there'll be cleaners who'll come to clean n change everything...don't have to cook, free time spent either watching tv,karaoke-ing or just lazing around doing nothing...

but it doesn't feel satisfying when the one you love is not around...

i feel like a fool talking to pictures of the boys on my wall everytime i came from school...but it somehow put something into the hole of loneliness...their smile is the closest i get as their reply..and i guess that's enough..

kedamaian dan rindu yg ada skg ni mmg sesuai dgn kadarnya...

Allah Maha Adil. Dia tahu kemampuan hambaNya.. terharu dgn kasih Dia!

alhamdulillah, baru je lepas ber'skype' dgn anak2...semua sihat di Malaysia.anak2 lincah dan ceria seperti biasa..melihat gelagat rayyan yg masih lagi sibuk kemaruk bunga api walaupun raya dah lama berlalu...masih lagi menunjuk pada mama bunga api dalam simpanannya... atuknya pulak tukang topup stock. rifqi pulak, kalau menghadap komputer mesti nk tekan2 keyboard..xdpt,merengek..tp bila mama nyanyi lagu2 yg biasa mama nyanyikan, rifqi pon sama2 menghayun badan ke kanan kiri ikut rentak mama nyanyi...serius nk nangis on the spot, tp simpan air mata... Ya Allah, kalau la boleh masuk tangan dlm laptop n usap dahi anak2.. cium wajah2 mereka...

insyaAllah, esok ptg mama akan bertolak ke toyama menaiki shinkansen.mula2 nak naik bas,tp tiket sold out...tu la,beli lambat! tiket shinkansen pergi sahaja 10,360yen sama dgn lebih kurang rm400..balik tak tau lagi macam mana..most probably shinkansen jugak..untuk cuti 3hari ni,tiket pergi balik je dah dekat rm1k..kalah tiket air asia pergi bandung..hik3.. tp nak jumpa buah hati punya pasal, xpelaa...lps nih mungkin xdpt nk jumpa lagi sampai la cuti musim sejuk bulan 12 nnti...lama tuuu...

tiket shinkansen esok! can't wait!!

buah hati yang sedang menunggu di sana~

;)

君に会いに行くよ！

2 as 1

i still remember

a dear friend of mine said that

 she can't imagine me being without him...

i was touched by her words... never knew she cares that much

and i admit she's true!

she really knows me..thank you,YOU!

and now, he's here in Japan with me

being by my side chasing dreams

he arrived safely yesterday

spent the last 24hours together.. jalan2 shinjuku area..shopping! went to H&M, ZARA, Banana republic ect..every shop had sale..but we didn't shop a lot..tgk baju budak2 teringat Rayyan & Rifqi..baju sume comel2!

rindu 2RA!!

walking by the busy streets.. talked a lot about lots of things.reminiscing memories.

laughed a lot esp about 'my' mistake..so sorry dear!

next time remind me yg dah macam maknenek ni eh..heheheh

bila igt balik serius rasa nk nangisss!!

but we both agreed that we'll both laugh at the story in future..hahaha..serious lawak!!

during breakfast this morning..

he's now in shinkansen on his way to soon-to-be our new home,insyaAllah...

both of us are chasing dreams

different district

350km apart

i'll always love you with all mai heart!