rayyan started walking at the age of 1year old..that time we're in japan for a short stay... i still remember vividly how he walked n fell over n over again n never complain or stop trying... he's one brave boy!
now, rifqi has started walking himself...he's now 1year 2months..i was kinda worry if i'm not given the chance to witness his first step before september... i think it'll keep me at ease to go only after i watch all of his early years achievements n being among the first to see him making his first steps is one of my dream.alhamdulillah, Allah granted my wish. i'm too excited about it!! seriously... i took him to the mall to experience the escalator, gave him the freedom to go anywhere in the wide space in his tiny shoes(well,actually it was rayyan's..hehehe..waris kat adik), took him to the playground and Subhanallah he's just as excited as i am! sweating all over his body...
so this is the video i took yesterday after coming back from work...rifqi's trying to open the gate and after this video was taken badan dia tersepit in between it..heheheh..tp buat muka cool je xnanges pon!
this is him walking and singing!! bukan main bahagia dia dapat jalan2 atas jalan
i love meaningful tv commercials...usually tv commercials during raya or merdeka day... commercial that leaves something for us to think about, to appreciate more and leave us questioning ourselves back... yesterday i watched this and it immediately caught my interest... definitely got me trying to find the answer for the questions inside it...
... and i wanna share it with you guys...
anything related to child, family will definitely touch my heart...
and this one got me crying after seeing that tiny little fingers holding his father's hand...
everyday i think about my blog..think about the stories i wanna write but with the time constrain, juggling with work and kids... masa makan pon terkejar2... since i start working, kami anak beranak jadi org nomad.. kami sekarang menetap kat umh my parents emir.weekend baru balik rumah sendiri.i dah cerita ke ek? xigt pulak..memory lost sering berlaku lately.anyway, oleh sbb rifqi kat equine, rayyan dijaga oleh mil.. we chose to stay with them.. it's easier.senang nk urus anak2, pergi balik keje and frankly, dlm keadaan kelam kabut nih, i prefer duduk di rumah yg ada orang utk bertegur sapa...balik rumah kosong sgt la menambah stress..emir kan selalu balik lmbt..bila ada parents, boleh borak2..tgk tv sesama.. hehehe..mcm tidak independent,kan? but this is the best to keep me sane for these few months,at least.
seriously, these 2 weeks mmg meletihkan..nk adjust masa keje n waktu nk amek rifqi.kadang2 class abis pkl 6..meaning i'll only reach home at 730pm+traffic stress..hik3.sampai tersepit pintu kereta pon boleh pitam...xpernah dgr org tersepit pintu pitam,ye tak? tp sbnrnya bukan itu sahaja penyebabnya... the truth was, the night before which is thursday 8th july, 1st day tayangan 'eclipse' and emirr was all excited, he can't wait till saturday(since new moon, he's got too obsessed with those vampire n wolf thingy.. worse than me!).my mil took care of the kids and the show started at 1155pm.. i managed to catch some sleep from 9pm~11pm..emirr got home from work at 10something.. we love the movie,period!! balik, kemas barang2 rifqi utk next day,mengepam n went to bed at 330am.. siap mimpi jacob lagi malam tu..hahaha.
owh, that night actually i sakit perut, diarrhoea..i suspect disebabkan nasi lemak lauk ayam rendang yg my friend belanja... sampai rifqi pon menerima nasib yg sama.syiann adek! bila dah sakit perut camtu, that morning mmg xde selera nk menjamah apa..minum air jer..tgh hari tu, zorai.sensei ajak gi lunch kat midv...i pon terfikir nk makan something healthy..soup or something.. sebelum keluar, i 'masuk ladang' dulu... pam siap2.dpt la 7oz..masa kat kereta tu, i hidupkan enjin pastu nk tolong alihkan car seat rifqi... lps kuar driver's seat, i nk halang pintu kereta tu dpd tertutup(tatau apa motif halang sbnrnya).tak sempat tahan, jari yg kena 'ngapp'...jari hantu lak tu...hahaha..mula2 tgk ada darah, i wat muka cool jer laa..ala takat tersepit pintu, rayyan pon melalak kejap jer... sekali masuk dlm keta, kepala dah rasa lain macam.pandangan dah nampak kabur2..pastu mcm view terlebih white balance...cahaya terang sgt2..mmg masa tu pon tgh hari... i surrender, terus ckp kat zorai.sensei..jari tersepit..nk nangis gak masa tu, sbb cuak diri sendiri nk pitam...hahahah..ini kali ke3 i pitam..so, kami pon lepak2 dulu dlm kereta..baring sat...borak2 tunggu trafik depan um lengang...igtkn nk cancel, tp xsampai hati sbb dah janji dgn zorai.sensei nk gi lunch... lgpon, masa tu kepala dah ok..selamat la kami ke midV..xsempat cari hadiah, mkan dan borak jer dah pkl 3...
kesimpulannya, pengsan sbb xcukup tido+sakit perut+xbreakfast+baru lps mengepam... no wonder boleh sampai pitam... sudahnyer, jari hantu tu mmg tak boleh wat keje one whole day..rasanyer xpatah sbb boleh gerak2...cuma kena kat tulang tu yg rasa sakit.bayangkan mcm mana gaya nk mengelakkan jari hantu dpd terlanggar apa2 barang...hik3..ok, stop imagining!
cukup la penerangan saya pitam tu...xseronok langsung! tp nak bitau jugak laa, sbb bukan selalu i pitam...hik3.. byk cerita menarik lain yg pending...2minggu punyer stories...aiyo! nnti2 la eh..
hari ni,sampai ofis seawal jam 730am dgn niat nk siapkan keje cepat2 n lps meeting nk balik bawa rifqi gi check up... biasala, kalau dah ngadap internet,xsah kalau xbukak fb..uish3..nampak cik yam wat new patch work yg kawaiii... masa kat page dia, came across this video... i end up crying in front of the monitor...huhuhu... biasalah, i can sensitip! and i guess, this worth sharing...
with the cloudy weather and after receiving some comments on my teaching(no worries,all of those are positive comments), i can't help but feel melancholic this evening.why?? cos i'm sooo tired and i need more rest.semalam marathon 5rumah terbuka, 3 jer sempat pergi..huhuh..
bad weather+critics+preggy hormones+no appetite=stress!
unfortunately, this week is 'kengaku syu'=minggu melawat kelas.so basically, any teacher can visit any other teacher's class to... well, visit.and of course, bukan semata2 visit laa..ada sikit puji2an diselangi sedikit cara pembaikan dr mata org yg melihat.i hate this week the most.tak senang hati bila ada org lain yg sedang judge kita(kita perasan dia judge kita) duduk kat belakang... agaknyer, mcm tu la perasaan cikgu2 kita dulu kan..hehehhe.thank God esok xde kelas and this week there's only another grammar to teach.other than that, vocabulary..boleh la ckp2 dlm BM. bukan senang nk jadi cikgu bahasa jepun nih, byk yg kena belajar...tiap2 hari before masuk kelas, sensei punyer yosyu(persediaan) rasanyer lagi dahsyat dr jadi student dulu2. mungkin sbb sendiri takde background bahasa yg kuat.dulu pon belajar pasal letrik,pastu keje ajar bahasa jepun. kan jauh menyimpangnyer tu..before class, nak kena semak maksud grammar.nak kena cari maksud bm yg terdekat, nk buat contoh ayat, nak agak apa bentuk kesalahan dlm grammar tu yg student maybe buat, bila masuk kelas, suruh student wat ayat nk kena decide ayat tu ok tak ok... yerla,kita bukan native speaker so bukan main boleh belasah jer... lagi la skg nih dah masuk peringkat intermediate,lg susah2 grammar nyer..hmmm... bila pk2, mana ada keje xde cabaran.jadi surirumah pon mencabar jugak kan?(soalan utk para surirumah tangga sepenuh masa :D )
lepas mendengar segala kritik...berkongsi idea.. i feel ok..i should be ok..bukan apa sgt pon.no big deal laa..tp yours truly nih mmg sensitip tak bertempat kadang2...rasa down kejap...rasa diri kurang berusaha.. padan muka sendiri... tp bak kata kobayashi sensei, xde sensei yg perfect.xde cara yg betul atau salah dalam mengajar... tp kita belajar dr kesilapan dan juga dr student sendiri... lega sikit dgr ayat2 dia.suka sgt kobayashi sensei ni,senang di bawa berbincang. cara dia ckp pon tak menyakitkan hati.seronok dpt satu blok dgn dia. korekara watashi motto gambaru wa!! yoshhh!!!
sambil2 layan blues tu buka email,dpt email dr zura suruh ibu2 bapak2 tgk...diri ni pon rasa rajin nk tgk... buat alih fikiran nih kat benda lain... turns out i cried! hahahah.. but don't worry, i cried for a good reason... the tears i shed made me feel good instead of sedey tak bertempat. thanks zura! and i think other mothers out there should see this too... especially thoses pregnant friends of mine. the music and lyrics really suits the video... bila2 rasa stress, unhappy boleh la layan video nih.. at least, we know we're doing a good deed for a noble reason in our life eventhough sometimes we fail to please others in some other things we do... we're not perfect but we're brave enough to face this 9months journey and the more challenging journey years ahead. once we conceived we vowed to do our best... aren't we lucky to be a women?
dah pukul 7mlm masih di ofis dan rasa maallasss nk drive balik,terbang boleh?? okay, i can be a superwoman maybe, but not "superman"!! hahaha.lawak maghrib..terasa diri xsesuai buat lawak sbb tak kelakar...
skg nih kalau nk apa2,suka tarik2 baju orang suruh org buat benda yg dia nk..eg; ajak main bola,ajak baca buku,ajak melukis
rutin harian= pagi2 sebelum mommy pegi keje, kena bawa naik keta pusing area rumah.
alhamdulillah, mommy berjaya fully breastfeed rayyan sampai umurnya 20bulan.4months shy to achieve target of 2years of full bf.but my production is down 2months back.sekali pump cuma dapat 5ml jer..stock pon xcukup so terpaksa mulakan fm lebih awal.tp rayyan is okay with fm.no allergies,no struggling to feed him. he just accept it with open heart.good boy! now, breastfeeding only during nights though i doubt there's much of milk left in me... malam mmg struggle sikit nk bagi dia fm. target nk cerai susu starting this 21st may onwards... insyaAllah.
enjoy the video!
sorry..video ni mommy amek menegak..tak pandai nk pusingkan bila dah upload.jadi, maaf la kalau ada yg sakit tengkuk lps tgk .. :D
