Unexpected complicated news

sometimes in this life

we have to deal with people we dislikes

deal with their personalities that we wish we didn't have to

deal with the fact that we can't run away from them

but  i think people come to us with reasons

it's like they're being sent to us

and i bet even if the reasons didn't make sense

or even if we didn't see it coming our way

there are reasons why we are that person they chose

as someone told me

see always the good quality in every person

maybe they didn't want to be annoying as they may seems

they just need someone to talk to

for us to just sit there and listen

might do a big relief for them

they might not show us they really need our help

coming to us at the first place is a big step for them too

so, why don't we just lend them our humble ears and listen

we should be glad that we can do something for someone

even if it means a small deeds

small decent deeds could make a big difference in someone

and we might not even know it

ok,
forget the above part
what i'm gonna say onwards has nothing to do with the above melancholy self-talking

i'm startled plus happy when i heard that one of my friend gave birth to a baby boy yesterday(09.01.12).. i just got back from shinjuku with ksenia when i heard the news.it was kind of unexpected news for us but we're glad she's fine. we wish her baby will be fine too. i visited her and i kept all the tears n fears to myself... couldn't tell her how much i want her to be back here with her baby... i pray for her and her baby boy!

all aunties n uncles are waiting for you to come back here dear!

get well soon!