MAK

Rayyan is 4years 1month 2weeks old
Rifqi is 1year 4months 4days old

Al-Fatihah buat mak...

19.10.1936 ~ 06.09.2011

terima kasih atas doa dan kiriman al-fatihah daripada sahabat2 yg prihatin... semoga pahalanya sampai kepada mak di sana...

can't really write about mak at the moment..and i hate to tell the story over n over again..what difference does it make if i tell every details about her...the fact is she's gone. don't ask about her illness or how she died... the clear asnwer is Allah lebih sayangkan mak...please make peace with that. i don't like the negative vibe i feel each time remembering back her condition in the hospital.even tak sampai hati nk ambil gmbr mak terlantar di hospital.sayu hati tgk wajah mak.i don't want to remember that if possible.it's just too hard for me.just thinking about it makes me wanna cry... but, i have nothing to regret..sempat beraya dengan mak..sempat ambil gmbr banyak2 dengan mak.sempat jaga mak sepanjang 3hari dia di hospital...sempat peluk,sayang,cium mak walaupun mak xboleh membalas..paling tak boleh lupa, mak alirkan air mata dlm keadaan tak sedar semasa aku usap kepalanya.. 

everything seems to be very challenging for me these few months... and sometimes...i can't feel my heart...it is numb without feelings.... i keep telling myself, i have to move on...

gambar kenangan bersama mak di pagi syawal..

mak pergi genap 7hari syawal...26hari selepas pemergian abg halim

Ya Allah,

Ampunkanlah dosa2 ibuku

Terimalah segala amalan2 baiknya

Kasihanilah dia sebagaimana dia mengasihiku sewaktu aku kecil sehingga dewasa

Tempatkanlah dia dikalangan insan2 yg engkau kasihi

dan ampunkanlah dosa2ku, hambamu yg kerdil ini...

amin...

semoga kita bertemu di sana nnti ye mak...