Q:Best picture? --> A:It's gotta be the one with the 3 of us in 1 frame

MaiRayyan is 1year 3months

been sooo bz all week long..since last week actually.schedule was so packed with things to be done..this week makes no much different..still struggling to get things done on time or best before due. but, before i manage to settle one thing at a time,another work came... errrhh.. packed! packed! hate it when my class ends at 6pm.the traffic,the long drive and the stress! it all add up to my tiredness..

sampai rumah langit dah gelap,dah maghrib.masuk rumah,hugs n kisses for rayyan..main2 sat lepaskan rindu seharian, solat and terus masuk 'kilang'.half an hour later baru siap..it has been my routine everyday... for rayyan's next day supply.skg nih dah tak dapat nk simpan stok dlm freezer sbb ebm cukup2 je untuk bekalan satu hari... pernah juga tak cukup 'bekalan', rayyan kena bersabar dgn air putih or milo or air soya.. my maid said he's okay during the day,eventho supply dah habis.. tp siapla, bila balik kerja je, nampak muka 'kilang',dia terkam..kadang2 tu kena tahan dia suh papa dia ajak main2 dulu,sbb nak tunggu lps pam baru nk bagi..kalau tak,xcukup supply utk next day..hehehe.. sometimes i wonder,kalau dah pam kuar sampai 8oz..ada ke lagi susu dlm 'kilang'? tp tgk rayyan ok je bergayut,takde ngamuk2..ada la tu kot ;)

dah selesai semua utk rayyan,baru siapkan diri sendiri.mandi,makan,kadang2 tgk tv...lps tu mata mesti dah ajak2 tidur.. baru pkl 9.. tp mmg surrender... selalu je tertidur and end up tido sampai pagi.. kadang2 bgn tgh mlm nk smyg isyak..mesti sbb badan dah sedap lps mandi+perut dah kenyang dpt nasi.. sungguh nikmat tido.. kalau nk tidokan rayyan sambil baring,mmg comfirm maknyer pon tido sama... esok paginyer mesti ckp ngan emir, rugi rasa mlm td tertido..rasanyer each time tido awal cakap mcm tu kat dia..dia tanya kenapa? i said,"sbb tak puas nk spend masa dgn awak..." yerla,laki bini keje siang,jumpa malam je..kalu dah tdo awal,semua keje tak jadi..dia tahan pulak tak tido awal...kdg2 pkl 11 baru tido..anak bini dia dah tergolek dlm bilik..hehehe

sebab itulah,kami kalau weekend mesti berdua sokmo.bila2 dan ke mana2... bukan weekend saja,bila2 ada masa boleh bersama,mmg berdua...last friday,emir's company held a family day at S*W*Y Hotel and we got a room for the nite..he also got tickets to S*W*Y Lagoon too but sadly had to give it away to his collegue because we can't make it on that day..well,we thought we can't because we have class on early saturday morning and later have to go survey hotel for AA* annual dinner...apparently,during last minute the hotel can't make it on that day and re-schedule the appointment to next day.owwhhh... mak encik sgt angin.. kalau tak,bole la bawa rayyan mandi-manda+main air.. rayyan loves pool.. suka sgt main air,splash2.. apa nk buat,dah xde rezeki..dah jadi rezeki org lain.. maybe next time. i brought him to the hotel pool tho and bought him a pelampung yg bole duduk...tp tak berapa besh.. i love the one i saw at B*G*S*R Village more.. that one,he can move his arms and legs freely.

so,ptg sabtu tu..lps kelas kami lunch and terus balik rumah and tumbang.penat sangat sbb rushing sana sini..ptg jumaat meeting seminar(abis pkl 430)->bergegas ke hotel(5pm)->cari pelampung(6pm)->mandi kat hotel pool(7pm)->mandi+solat-> dinner at the mall (9pm)->bawa rayyan main kat play area->balik bilik(10pm)->preparation for tomorrow's class(11pm onwards sampai dlm mimpi..hihi).. while we're doing those things,emir was having fun with his collegues at dinner..balik2 terus buat class preparation and tido dgn kertas2 skali..syiann+comel~ .. heheh

ahad pulak,pagi2 pkl 6 rayyan dah bgn.sibuk kejut kami suh bangun..ngomel bahasa dia.tak paham..mcm tau je arinih nk bawa dia jalan.pkl 650pg dah keluar rumah ke AA* untuk hantar student thn 2 to their big exam.we were there to wish them luck and give some support.tengok muka derang,felt like i'm the one who had to sit for the papers..teringat kembali perasaan when it was my time 5years back.cuak beb.. the exam that's gonna decide our next journey... so,basically just saying,hi2+gambatte+bye2... i wish them all the best.. (may u all get what u wish for~)

lepas babai kakak2 & abang2 yg nak pergi amek exam,kami pon pergi mengisi perut yg kosong.plan asal kami(me,Kak F & Kak K*)nk mkn kat C*W*N.. tp tak sempat sbb later we have to go for the hotel thing.we just had breakfast at the cafe..

these are the pictures along the events for last saturday & sunday.pictures are courtesy from Kak K*.. she loves pictures.. no matter rayyan senyum,lari,panjat sana sini,tergolek or nangis, she kept on capturing rayyan's actions.. always busy with her camera at each and every event.best kalu ada jurugambar mcm nih selalu..heheheh.

HaPpY ViEwiNg!!

mereka2 yg nak pergi berjuang..."minna,gambatte ne!"

Rayyan & my Boss

perbincangan antara 2org dewasa dan sorang BabyRayyan..(siap dgn gaya..huhu)

My 2 Big Bosses & 1 lil' cute baby Boyfriend

Rayyan & Kak KB

Rayyan & Kak Fuza

Rayyan & Fazian Sensei

ini lah dia bila dah dapat kaki.. laju je!

lari2 pastu jatuh...

Cried for half minute........

and play summore... and you just can't say 'no'

he got some scratches on his knees and elbow... but he's okay :)

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and yess... the best pictures are the ones where the 3 of us are in 1 frame...

no matter if we're side by side..or a bit far from each other.. as long as it is in 1 frame :)

Nurture with Nature

last weekend, after saturday class we rushed back to Melaka for emir cousin's wedding.we reached there 3:30pm.. not many guests left..and the bride & groom were busy posing in front of the camera.. masuk semak samun, naik buai, duduk atas jalan bagai..huhuh.. lepas makan2, borak2 kejap with their parents.. we hurried back to alor gajah to meet Rayyan. He was doing okay without me.. huhuh.. but i missed him and kinda felt a bit worried letting him went 'far' away without my company.. although when i think of it ,it's just like me leaving him for work like daily routine.. only the distance laa.. it's melaka and not our home.. i kept wondering, does he eat well, can he sleep with all the other kids running around, has he had his ebm.. and now that he really loves to wonder around with his unstable walking style.. i hope he didn't fell and if he does, i hope there's someone around to help him... hahaha.. hari2 biasa kalau kat rumah, takde la risau sangat.. but the distance somehow matters.. fyi, since his birth, eventhough me n emir always jalan2, having to go to work, sometimes outstation.. pegi jauh.. there's never a night, me and rayyan were apart. maybe the main reason is the breastfeeding part.. and i don't think i can sleep without him kicking me,moving around 360 beside me in bed every night. i hope we don't have to go through night without Rayyan ever.. eventhough he's gaining more height and size, i still don't mind having to squeeze my side or emir's side of the bed for Rayyan to feel comfortable.. kadang2 bila bangun pagi, tengok he conquered most of the space.. with arms and legs wide open.. it all doesn't really matter to us especially when he gives us his cute smile on that cute face each time he wakes up feeling all energized and happy.. we might not even care if we have to give him all the space.. alahai, anak... anak... we spent the rest of the day kat kampung.. petang2 tu, i took rayyan outside of the house.. rimas tgk dia duduk dlm rumah je.. lgpun, kat kampung.. i should set him 'free' and let him play with nature..eheh, kononnyer.. so, i put on his army shoes ( a present from aunt ida ).. ala2 nak masuk hutan gitu.. and let him walk around the house.. kalau kat rumah kitorang, xde tanah..yg ada pun jalan bertar..so, kat kampung ni,bagi dia chance main2 daun, tanah, ranting2 and ayam?? ahhaha.. naseb la ayam nih lari lg laju daripada dia.. xsempat dia nk tangkap dan buli..kalu kucing dlm rumah moyang dia tu especially Tiger, selalu kena dera.. dia tarik ekor kawan tu, cucuk mata laa..tarik telinga laa.. huhuh..naseb la Tiger nih tak garang.. dia serah diri je. bila dah tak tahan dia lari.. back to the ayam2 moyangnyer pulak.. emir took out some jagung ayam and parade all the ayam in front of rayyan.. he was sooo excited to see so many small moving creatures around him.. trying to catch one but failed.. emir taught him how to pour the jagung ayam and bait them to move closer but apparently semua ayam tu dah xnak kawan dgn rayyan.. hahaha.. i'm soo happy seeing him playing like a real child should play..which is not only with plastic toys and gadgets that we buy from stores but also to let him experience what it is like to play with the nature.. i let him play with the sand.. i don't mind him sitting on the ground, picking the twigs, hunting around the chicken, falling and bringing himself up.. i just patrol and encourage him to do this and try that.. i'm having fun myself too.. here's what it looks like...

surrounded by so many interesting 'things

Rayyan's new toys

the closest distance a chicken dare to come

try that!

go on, try it!

there you go...

lepas nih nak bagi dia main apa pulak ye??!

i have more pictures to put here, but aritu sementara tunggu gambar tu nak upload,i felt asleep and flew to my wonderland..then, emir switched off the laptop before it's uploaded. a picture of Rayyan yang 'jambu'.. i'll get my hands on it later,kay!

till then, have a nice blooming day!

p/s: ina dear, i'll answer ur tag later yeah.. takde dateline kan?hehehe

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say cheeeessse!! no?

inilah Rayyan yg jambu

or 'ayu'?