30days of truth --> Day 01~ Day 03(qada' version)

hari in sudah hari ke-3 kita berpuasa di bulan mulia,ramadhan..Selamat menyambut ramadhan buat kawan2 semua... mohon ampun maaf andai ada kesilapan atau keterlanjuran sepanjang menjadi penulis blog ni... mungkin ada idea2 yg xboleh diterima ke, merapu xtentu pasal ke..apa2 laa..maklumlah, nama pon jurnal peribadi..byk pendapat peribadi... kadang2 ter'emo' juga...heheheh

anyway, di bulan yg mulia ni..waktu kerja telah berubah.. skg boleh balik pkl 430ptg..tp biasanya kalau takde kelas pkl 4ptg tu dah sibuk2 kemas nk balik... kalau tak, dok la saya jam tenat. sehubungan dgn itu juga(eh,terskema pulak!), waktu utk bekerja semakin pendek..sedangkan workload sama or mungkin terlebih sket sbb kena gantikan kwn2 yg xsihat dan bercuti... jadinya, blog nih pon sunyi laa..

tp utk elakkan kesunyian, someone telah memberi idea ini kepada saya... rasanya, jawab soalan nih xyah pk susah2..simple n worth it.. a good reminder too.. 30days of truth!  sgt menarik... kan2? so, siapa2 nk join,silakan... oleh sbb 30hari, cantik sgt la kalau quiz(buang masa) ni habis bila tibanya syawal nnti...jadi, saya nak qada' 3hari punya question...bersama2 itu, insyaAllah sy akan sertakan sekali gambar anak2(kalau sempat)..sajer jer cari keje kan...hehehe..

okay..ini soalan hari pertama ramadhan

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.


saya tak suka diri saya yang sensitif dan suka membebel... selalunya sy mudah sensitif dgn orang yg rapat dgn saya... family or friends.. tp sejak ada anak ni kurang sikit kot.. hehehe.. membebel tu xleh nk elak, because i like things to be in order and clean.. hubby said i'm like monica in comedy sitcom Friends... well, i think i'm not 100% cleanaholic like her.. but u can call me fussy...  things that must be clean in the house is the toilet n kitchen... xboleh la hidup 2tpt nih sepah.n then come bedroom n so on... tp kalau dtg rumah saya, jgn la expect sumenyer kilat bersinar2.. hehehe... kalau dah xde masa, penat letih mmg xdapek la sental sana sini...

and i hate it when i made my boys cry... esp this boy.. ni mmg baru lps nangis..hihihi

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

i love the fact that i'm romantic..hahaha..boleh ka? perasan diri romantik... nk wat camne, suami straight forward, plain n transparent...senang nk baca..daku hati bunga2 byk simpang... ok, perumpamaan yg hanya tuan punya badan faham...

i love the fact that my face muka mcm anak mami ... bila suruh org teka semua kata org penang.. pastu ada kata cam aishwarya rai..haaa, nk eja pon payah. tp bukan saya kata yer..org kata!miss universe tu!! fyi, sepupu sy panggil saya 'arab'..kawan abg sy panggil saya 'kashmeer'..mcm2 nama gelaran kecik2 dulu.

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

...for not being able to give 'those' people what they want.... i guess those who are following my stories knew that i have complicated background... there's this feeling far in my heart that sounds like guilt..well, i do think it's guilt! but, i'm gonna skip explaining that. but, i realize i have to forgive myself for that because it's not my fault..at least i think so