That's what friends are for

yesterday, i was among the last to leave the office...around 730pm.and this morning, at 730am,i'm the first to arrived...it's already 8am but still nobody show up...i'm starting to feel weird...well,orang tak biasa datang awal..hehehe...but i'm pretty sure,we have class today.i double checked the calendar,the schedule...i'm sure today is wednesday....right?

yesterday...i'm not feeling very well...in the inside...emotionally! biasa la,bila kitaran 28hari datang..otak nih suka fikir lebey2, nonsence came annoying me more than usual.makan pon tak lalu..that morning, i ate only a slice of bread+a spoon of mee goreng and in the afternoon,i bought nasi lauk sayur jer although i don't feel hungry and end up eating only 2spoon of nasi...seroiusly,i'm not okay.

then, my MIL sms'ed saying she wanted to take rayyan balik kampung...so,they're gonna be home late and as usual emirr also gonna be late...might as well, make a reason to go somewhere and get something to cheer me up...balik awal2 rumah xde org akan bisa menambahkan lagi sakit jiwa.so i sms'ed my bestfriend...i asked her out.to my surprise she's okay with the idea n off we went to The Gardens lepak kat Sushi Zanmai... again!! i don't think i told her the main reason for me being weird asking her out on weekday like this, but she didn't even make it hard for..she didn't even dig for answers and she just let me blurred out stupid thoughts like what am i gonna name my next child, why do we have to buy things that won't make us happier, why this and that... the very-typical-mysara-type-of-questions... we talked about rayyan and all his little things that he made...it's been almost 2years since i first laid my eyes on his face, but it seems like yesterday...we talk and talk from one topic to another and just laughed ignoring people around us...after that, we went to the borders and had ourselves some education-shopping ... huhuh.. i bought rayyan his first ensyclopedia and a book from baby einstein..and got myself the new moon... literally, all the things we shared for 2and a half hour yesterday makes me better... a loooottt better! she's my savior!

Thanks to you-know-who-you-are

i wanted to talk more about friendship..maybe in other entry as now i have to get ready for my classes today...but,before i go i would like to share this video with all of you who's reading this.. i wanna thank you for your presence touched my life and please know that i'm glad to have to know you!

song : AI - Story, Rascal Flattes-My wish

AI - Story 限られた時の中で どれだけのことができるのだろう 言葉にならないほどの思いを どれだけあなたに伝えられるだろう ずっと閉じ込めてた 胸の痛みを消してくれた 今　私が笑えるのは 一緒に泣いてくれたキミがいるから 一人じゃないから キミが私を守るから 強くなれる　もう何も恐くないよ 時がなだめてく 痛みとともに　流れてく 日の光がやさしく照らしてくれる 説明する言葉も ムリして笑うこともしなくていいから 何かあるなら　いつでも頼ってほしい 疲れた時は　肩を貸すから どんなに強がっても ため息くらいする時もある 孤独じゃ重い扉も ともに立ち上がればまた動き始める 一人じゃないから 私がキミを守るから あなたの笑う顔が見たいと思うから 時がなだめてく 痛みとともに　流れてく 日の光がやさしく照らしてくれる 時に人は傷付き傷付けながら 染まる色はそれぞれ違うけど 自分だけのStory作りながら生きてくの だからずっと、ずっと あきらめないで・・・ 一人じゃないから 私がキミを守るから あなたの笑う顔が見たいと思うから 時がなだめてく 痛みとともに　流れてく 日の光がやさしく照らしてくれる

English translation

I wonder how many things I can do within the limited time My feelings are so strong that I can’t put them into words I wonder how much I can tell you You erased the pain in my heart that I always locked inside And now I can smile because you cried with me Because I’m not alone, because you’re protecting me I can become strong, I’m not afraid of anything anymore Time soothes, it flows with the pain The light of the day gently shines on me The words that explain, you don’t have to force yourself to smile If there is anything you need, I want you to call on me any time When you’re tired, I’ll lend you my shoulder No matter how strong you are, there are times that you will sigh When the loneliness and the heavy door rise together You can begin to move again Because you’re not alone, because I’m protecting you I thought that I’d like to see your smiling face Time soothes, it flows with the pain The light of the day gently shines on you Sometimes, people hurt others while getting hurt Each of the dyed colors are different But I will go on living, while I create my own story So never, ever give up!

Rascal Flatts-My Wish

I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow,

and each road leads you where you want to go,

and if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,

I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.

and if one door opens to another door closed,

I hope you keep on walkin' 'til you find the window,

if it's cold outside,show the world the warmth of your smile,

but more than anything, more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,

your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,

You never need to carry more than you can hold,

and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,

I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,

all the ones who love you, in the place you left,

I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,

and you help somebody every chance you get,

Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,

and always give more then you take.

But more than anything,

Yeah, and more than anything,

My wish, for you,

is that this life becomes all that you want it to,

your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,

You never need to carry more than you can hold,

and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,

I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you,

is that this life becomes all that you want it to,

your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,

You never need to carry more than you can hold,

and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,I

hope you know somebody loves you,

and wants the same things too,

Yeah, this, is my wish.this is my wish

i hope you know somebody loves you

may all your dreams stay big