その幸せの気持ちって。。。

"掛け替えのないもの" meaning "irreplaceable thing". simple as it sounds... 25years living this life... i'm sitting here with good health,great family,best support and i had gained almost everything i wished during my childhood,alhamdulillah. this is more than what i hope for actually..ternyata rezeki Allah itu sungguh luas... dan dalam 25tahun ini juga ada byk perkara,benda,insan dan peristiwa yang telah datang walaupun mungkin ada antaranya yang telah pergi,yang boleh dikategorikan sebagai yang "tiada gantinya"... skop ini luas tp hari ni mommy nk cerita ttg SENYUMAN... senyuman siapa? of course la anak mommy yang cute-mute nama Rayyan ;) ada apa dengan senyuman Rayyan??? actually pengalaman nih dah byk kali mommy lalui.. xtau nk kategorikan perasaan nih nama apa.. yg pasti ianya rasa sgt BAHAGIA! dan setiap kali berlaku benda nih,tanpa disedari ...xtau dari mana datangnya..mesti tiba2 air mata akan keluar... i'm quite sure this is what people call as AIR MATA GEMBIRA. because;

gembira(bahagia)+air mata=AIR MATA GEMBIRA

bila???

okeh... biasanya bila Rayyan buat orang lain;

1. ketawa
2. rasa bahagia+
3. adores you like their own+
4. nampak terpancar di wajah2 itu berkata," i love this kid"...

sometimes we can see people being their true self when they're playing with kids who's just plain and do whatever they want,when they want... mungkin ibu2 di luar sana pon pernah merasai perasaan yang sama.but as a young mother n plus baru ada satu baby...perasaan ini really makes me wonder... walaupon,cuba sembunyikan air mata tu dpd terlihat dek org lain...hehehhe

so..thank you God for giving me opportunity to feel what it's like to be a mother and to care for other souls..thank you for blessing me with this abundace of happyness and love...and above all, for giving me the chance to receive and feeling appreciative when others are giving...not to forget, for your special gift to me,Rayyan

i'm blessed!