kuatkan aku utk menjaga amanah-Mu

hye my sweet pie.. kali nih mommy xsempat lg nk upload gmbr latest baby.maklumlah,kesibukan sedang melanda sekarang..tp still nk memblogging..nanttene! =) masa check up hari rabu,everything was fine.doc tanya pasal any changes in me..or any problem..i said i was doing great..daddy pon ikut sama masa check up..but he seemed blurr...klaka pon ada..he acted like the doc..when the doc asked me,he looked at me like he don't know what's happening to me.padahal tinggal sebumbung..itulah daddy.sometimes he can be 'blurr'..hehehe..tp lps lama sket..after looking at you in the ultrasound screen,he became excited.apa lagi bila time doc kata dah bleh tgk jantina.bukan main suka lg..i just let him enjoy the moment.mommy relax je..but then,doc kata still xleh nk confirm betul2 your sex,asik gerak2.tp doc dah ckp la kemungkinannyer..hehehe..mommy dah agak dah..=) all in all..sume ok.next day,pegi sekolah agak awal.kalu dulu pegi pkl 11/12tgh hari balik pkl 4/5..skg nih pegi pkl 8/9pg balik pkl 8/9mlm..pkl 1030pg, mommy gi exam applied math.no komen about the xm..tawakal je skg ni..mommy dah usaha semampu yg bole..yg lain serahkan pada Dia.but,actuallynyer,mommy stress sbb ada soalan yg mommy bleh jawab tp silap.atau kata lainnyer,masa tgh exam xterfikir..bila dah abis baru tau camne nk wat..tp who can bring back time..yg dah lepas,biarlah lepas..u'd think..huhuh asyik jugak fikir pasal exam tu,even dah abis.tgh hari tu,tetiba rasa sakit2 blkg and perut rasa lain macam..tp buat relax je..maybe penat sbb smlm tdo pon lmbt..but,masa tgh tanya2 dgn horiuchi san,sakit makin dahsyat..terpaksa gak keluar gi baring kat kerusi sblh meeting room..baring sampai tertido.sejam lps tu baru balik kenkyu semula.nobody realized i'm gone(kalu ler pengsan dlm toilet ke..xde sape tau..cuak gak) mlm tu,pegi makan kat luar macam biasa.tgh2 mkn tetiba dtg balik sakit td..uish,xleh jd.terfikir dah yg bukan2.so,mommy call hosp n derang suh dtg utk check up.sampai hosp doc xsampai lg.syian doc kena dtg mlm2 nih.nurse amek darah,wat urine test..doc dtg wat ultrasound lg utk tgk baby..alhamdulillah..xde masalah ngan baby.heart beat is normal..doc kata sbb contraction.after borak2 ngan doc he gave me prescription.. and we're free to go. tetiba rasa bersalah pulak.mommy terpaksa bawa baby gi kenkyu n study.bila mommy stress sbb exam n thesis..you got the effect somehow.not enuff sleep..xmkn ikut masa..*sigh* i'm sooo sorry...my bad.tp nak xnak kena hadapi.. mommy doa agar baby sentiasa kuat sama2 dgn mommy, semoga Allah berikan kekuatan utk kita berdua diberikan kesihatan,dikurniakan petunjuk dlm setiap kesusahan, dipermudahkan usaha dan diberkati-Nya know that i love u..and i treasure every second with you