Still adjusting

everyday i think about my blog..think about the stories i wanna write but with the time constrain, juggling with work and kids... masa makan pon terkejar2... since i start working, kami anak beranak jadi org nomad.. kami sekarang menetap kat umh my parents emir.weekend baru balik rumah sendiri.i dah cerita ke ek? xigt pulak..memory lost sering berlaku lately.anyway, oleh sbb rifqi kat equine, rayyan dijaga oleh mil.. we chose to stay with them.. it's easier.senang nk urus anak2, pergi balik keje and frankly, dlm keadaan kelam kabut nih, i prefer duduk di rumah yg ada orang utk bertegur sapa...balik rumah kosong sgt la menambah stress..emir kan selalu balik lmbt..bila ada parents, boleh borak2..tgk tv sesama.. hehehe..mcm tidak independent,kan? but this is the best to keep me sane for these few months,at least.

seriously, these 2 weeks mmg meletihkan..nk adjust masa keje n waktu nk amek rifqi.kadang2 class abis pkl 6..meaning i'll only reach home at 730pm+traffic stress..hik3.sampai tersepit pintu kereta pon boleh pitam...xpernah dgr org tersepit pintu pitam,ye tak? tp sbnrnya bukan itu sahaja penyebabnya... the truth was, the night before which is thursday 8th july, 1st day tayangan 'eclipse' and emirr was all excited, he can't wait till saturday(since new moon, he's got too obsessed with those vampire n wolf thingy.. worse than me!).my mil took care of the kids and the show started at 1155pm.. i managed to catch some sleep from 9pm~11pm..emirr got home from work at 10something.. we love the movie,period!! balik, kemas barang2 rifqi utk next day,mengepam n went to bed at 330am.. siap mimpi jacob lagi malam tu..hahaha.

owh, that night actually i sakit perut, diarrhoea..i suspect disebabkan nasi lemak lauk ayam rendang yg my friend belanja... sampai rifqi pon menerima nasib yg sama.syiann adek! bila dah sakit perut camtu, that morning mmg xde selera nk menjamah apa..minum air jer..tgh hari tu, zorai.sensei ajak gi lunch kat midv...i pon terfikir nk makan something healthy..soup or something.. sebelum keluar, i 'masuk ladang' dulu... pam siap2.dpt la 7oz..masa kat kereta tu, i hidupkan enjin pastu nk tolong alihkan car seat rifqi... lps kuar driver's seat, i nk halang pintu kereta tu dpd tertutup(tatau apa motif halang sbnrnya).tak sempat tahan, jari yg kena 'ngapp'...jari hantu lak tu...hahaha..mula2 tgk ada darah, i wat muka cool jer laa..ala takat tersepit pintu, rayyan pon melalak kejap jer... sekali masuk dlm keta, kepala dah rasa lain macam.pandangan dah nampak kabur2..pastu mcm view terlebih white balance...cahaya terang sgt2..mmg masa tu pon tgh hari... i surrender, terus ckp kat zorai.sensei..jari tersepit..nk nangis gak masa tu, sbb cuak diri sendiri nk pitam...hahahah..ini kali ke3 i pitam..so, kami pon lepak2 dulu dlm kereta..baring sat...borak2 tunggu trafik depan um lengang...igtkn nk cancel, tp xsampai hati sbb dah janji dgn zorai.sensei nk gi lunch... lgpon, masa tu kepala dah ok..selamat la kami ke midV..xsempat cari hadiah, mkan dan borak jer dah pkl 3...
kesimpulannya, pengsan sbb xcukup tido+sakit perut+xbreakfast+baru lps mengepam... no wonder boleh sampai pitam... sudahnyer, jari hantu tu mmg tak boleh wat keje one whole day..rasanyer xpatah sbb boleh gerak2...cuma kena kat tulang tu yg rasa sakit.bayangkan mcm mana gaya nk mengelakkan jari hantu dpd terlanggar apa2 barang...hik3..ok, stop imagining!

cukup la penerangan saya pitam tu...xseronok langsung! tp nak bitau jugak laa, sbb bukan selalu i pitam...hik3.. byk  cerita menarik lain yg pending...2minggu punyer stories...aiyo! nnti2 la eh..

hari ni,sampai ofis seawal jam 730am dgn niat nk siapkan keje cepat2 n lps meeting nk balik bawa rifqi gi check up... biasala, kalau dah ngadap internet,xsah kalau xbukak fb..uish3..nampak cik yam wat new patch work yg kawaiii... masa kat page dia, came across this video... i end up crying in front of the monitor...huhuhu... biasalah, i can sensitip! and i guess, this worth sharing...
                    

haa..camne?very heart-touching deshou? sape nangis? angkat tangan!!

lps nih, selalu2 la peluk org2 esp yg tersayang..(yg dihalalkan peluk sahaja yer!)

honestly,i sendiri xberapa amalkan peluk2 ni kecuali dgn my kids,hubby and my mom... lps nih jumpa kawan2 nk peluk derang laa..

 who wants free hugs from me?!

=)