Sabar & Redha

rasa sekejappp jer dah seminggu lebih kita berpuasa.alhamdulillah,cuti 3renkyu minggu lepas kami habiskan kat kampung batu pahat.maklumlah,kami nih jarang dpt cuti hari sabtu..jadi bila ada peluang jer seboleh2nya nk balik cium tangan mak.lgpon, rindu nak buka puasa satu family.seronok sgt balik bercuti hari tu, juadah buka puasa kat bp mmg sedap2,murah2 dan lebih memenuhi citarasaku sebagai anak jati johor... bila mak tanya nk makan apa, my answer was,"jantung pisang rebus cicah sambal belacan"... it was my favourite..lagi satu,pucuk ubi rebus cicah sambal belacan jugak.. pendek kata,kalau balik bp tu mmg kena mkn sambal belacan resepi mak... dah try buat sendiri tp xsesedap air tangan mak or my sister.. she's good too and selalu melayan kerenah makan adiknya yg sorang nih... mee bandung pon sedap. mee sup johor pon sodap...infact, semua2 la sedap! owh lagi satu, kemestian kalau balik bp..kalau bukan bulan ramadhan laa..mesti nk makan sarapan roti canai bapa yati buat...seriously,it is the best roti canai in the world!! kelembutannya, kerangupannya..segala perfect! :D

ok, enough stories about makan2... dalam gembira2 tu ada jugak cerita tak berapa best..mungkin juga dugaan buat kami dalam bulan ramadhan nih... masa balik kg arituh, on the very 1st day we arrived... we lost a laptop. it was emirr's... and it was his beloved vaio lappy vgn-s... not because we misplaced it but it was stolen, in our own house( i mean my mom's house ) ... the problem don't just ended there, he also lost his boss's maxis modem which he brought home with good intention to show our mom rayyan's photos and our new house.sbb kat umah mak, internet takde, komputer takde,tv pon gambar tak cantek..hajat di hati si bini baru berangan2 nk layan nur kasih... mmg terkejut giller bila sedar komputer tu dah takde..itu pon bila orang sibuk2 suruh emir keluarkan laptop nk tunjuk gmbr kat k.ida. masa kami mula2 sampai tu, we unloaded only our bags which contains clothes and rayyan's stuff. but then, when we wanted to go to pasar ramadhan, i asked emir to take out the lappy coz i'm afraid to left it in the car while we're busy browsing for food later... well u know, the rule about don't-left-ur-laptop-in-your-car thing,right? little do we know that it is not safe in the house either... well, mana nak tau..selama2 nih kat rumah tu nobody dares to touch any of my things! SIAP LAH!! rupa2 nya,sangkaanku tidak benar belaka...someone who is desperate enough stole it. and we know who did it! area rumah tu mmg ramai "budak2 jahat".. plus, masa keluar tu tinggal my mom jer sorang kat rumah..and "orang giller" tu mmg selalu and senang nk masuk rumah mak... benda lain tak hilang.only the one bag. next time, if i encounter him anywhere i'm sure gonna give him my punch on his stupid-ugly face!! my brother tried to find him but to no avail. malam2 buta tu, mana la tempat nk cari pon.. tah kat mana dia menyorok. batu pahat tu besar.ntah2 dah naik bas gi KL.sape tau?

i know..i know..astaghfirullah... bulan puasa nih kena banyak sabar...

we filed a police report on that same night. my brother accompanied emir to the police station.they gave that "orang giller"'s name..and i'm not surprised that the police recognised him for few crimes before.. but he has not been charges because of lack of evidence. this time, i'm not gonna let it go that easy. he's sooo wrong to have messed with me!! my husband, my family for the big reasons. inspector Yap is doing his work, i can see. yesterday, he visited my mom's house to look at the crime scene.. mcm CSI pulak... and then he call us for follow up on any infos regarding the "orang giller".someone told us he might be in KL, because his brother is here... those 2 idiots!! sama jerr.. that night, i felt sorry for emir because i know how much he loves his lappy.he's been loyally using it for the past 4/5 years. bought in when he graduated.byk kali masuk 'hospital' dah laptop tu..sbb bini rosakkan screen,anak cabut papan keyboard..mcm2 dibuat tp laptop tu masih setia berfungsi..lagi laju dr my current miss pinky.plus, the fact that he lost his boss's property. mmg la boleh ganti jer tp semalam kami confirmkan, kalau hilang modem maxis tu, kena bayar rm800.. i was like, WHAT???!! mahey nyerr...almost a thousand. tambahan pulak, sekarang nih kami sibuk dgn persiapan nk masuk rumah baru... byk komitmen nk melengkapkan teratak kami, di kala tu jugak la kami diduga.. how much i understand his feelings.but, i just blurred out some comforting usual sentences to ease his worries. mungkin nih satu ujian Allah masa bulan ramadhan nih... dah ditakdirkan kita hilang harta dunia yg memangnya takkan kekal... dengan macam mana sekalipon satu masa akan hilang... cuma tatau macam mana caranya. kita patut syukur, benda nih hilang dgn cara kita xcedera, kereta kita x kena pecah and family kita semuanya ok... mungkin Allah nk gantikan dengans sesuatu yg lebih baik... mcm2 la bini nih meng'ayat'kan si suami yg gundah gulana... somehow, i felt responsible for the lost too. coz i'm the one who asked him to take out the lappy at the first place, and he lost it under my own roof... tp, si bini pon menyedapkan hati sendiri dgn kata2 hikmah tadi... bohonglah kalau ada org yg boleh terus except jer perkara macam nih dgn hati terbuka...sedikit tidak mesti ada rasa "kalau laa".. "if only"... and whatnot... lumrah la manusia... alhamdlulillah, the next day.. we woke up as cheer as the day we arrived. happy to see mom in the kitchen, qaseh playing with rayyan. and looking forward to buy juadah buka puasa that day, after all the miserable incident the night before. i'm more than happy to see that emir is smiling and laughing as usual... kadang2, mcm mana berhati2 sekali pun kita... kalau sesuatu itu ditakdirkan utk ditarik balik dari kita.. kita akan kehilangannya juga... sbb Dia lebih tahu... dan mungkin ada rancangan yg lebih baik dariNya insyaAllah... kami redha dengan apa yg terjadi (selepas puas menyumpah seranah si orang giller!!) i read somewhere that says,"Setiap kali sesuatu yg tidak baik terjadi kepada kita pastinya ia adalah satu hikmah. sekiranya ada orang mengambil kesempatan atas diri kita, yakinlah bahawa tidak lama lagi Allah akan memberi ganjaran yang amat lumayan kepada kita sekiranya kita redha dengan kejadian itu. Allah swt works in mysterious ways. satu hari, kita akan diuji dengan pelbagai ujian yang amat berat, satu hari lagi dia boleh memberi ganjaran yang berlipat kali ganda. Janji, kita sentiasa sabar dan redha... pasti hikmahnya akan diberikan! for sure.... guaranteed!!" terima kasih irfan khairi...those words are beutiful... pesannya lagi, tak kira apa sahaja yg terjadi pada kita, bersabar sepenuh hati.. dan redha sepenuh hati(bukan berlakon sabar & berlakon redha)... you must really feel it in your heart. just like the law of attration.

pic taken from google image

nota sedapkan hati : ayang, maybe Allah nk bagi you iMac kot... :D