The price of one innocent soul

last friday.... baru lps tgk citer ER kat channel AXN...tgk citer ER sampai rasa nk nangis..ok,actually it goes something like this..i'll try to make it short.a girl was admitted into hospital because she claimed that someone stabbed her on her chest.when the police asked for the attacker,she said that she couldn't remember because everything happened so fast...and, this girl is clearly pregnant.when the doc asked her,she has how months to go..she didn't get it..and when the doc asked,how many weeks pregnant is she..she said she's not pregnant.i was like,what?? her tummy was obviously coming out.so the doc made an ultrasound test and extimated that that girl was 8months pregnant.now,the prob is the cut from the stabbed caused a blood clog in her uterus thus blocked the oxigen to go to the baby.an immediate operation need to be carried out right away in order to save the baby.that blood clog apparently didn't harm the mother.but the thing is,the girl refused to do the surgery..can u believe it??! so,Dr. Kovac, the one who's in charge of th patient insisted and persuaded the girl to have the surgery but she'not changing her mind even when they talked her out about all the consequences she might face.OMG, i just can't believe it! (ok,i know i shouldn't be emotional on this tv drama..but, deep down my heart..i feel sorry for the baby) .Dr.Kovac didn't give up and made her spoke with a physictrist to check wheather that girl is confused or have a mental condition or anything.if she's confirmed with a mental illness that way they can run the c-sect without her permission just to save the poor child but in vain..next, Dr.Kavoc try to have the court order. But then again, it'll take long to have all the process and so on..but he tried,at least. later,the blood clog was getting bigger n bigger and the baby's heart beat dropped slowly.Dr.Kovac still tried to make that girl have the surgery but she's not stepping down from her decision.When the heart beat dropped rapidly,Dr.Kovac almost made the nurses prepared the OT and went for the operation even without the mother's permission,but another doc stopped him because he might lost his license.he looked very frustrated because he could do nothing to save the innocent soul...i feel horrible too watching and hearing the heart beat slowly eased and finally dissapear... later,Dr.Kovac asked the woman to push to bring out the body of the baby from her womb..and checked the baby's heart beat for the last time before annuncing the time of death.. owh..you should see the look on his face... a few hours later,they received the court's permission to go with the c-sect,but it is all too late.. whatever it is, i hope that's just on the tv stories... i hope we mothers are more noble than this girl... i mean,even if she didn't want that baby,she could just give it to other people... than just decided to kill it..or let it die..Subhanallah...how could a mother did that..well,maybe she didn't developed the motherly instict,heart or feeling that all mothers have when they knew they're gonna have babies.or maybe she's just cruel! p/s: i'm not very well today..been suffering from runny nose since the past 4days and still am.also had a slight fever and my throat's hurts..i've seen my doctor today.get an MC and wish to have a good rest at home with rayyan..i took a blood test too to check if i'm immune with Hep B thing because someone remind me to have it checked...i think i've done that back in Japan while pregnant but i just can't confirm it..so,i go for another test instead just to make sure.. btw,since i'm back in malaysia,i think i've always get sick...maybe 5times a year..when i'm in japan i don't remember being sick...well,maybe some flus and headache..but not heavy fever or something like that...maybe there's something need to be changed in my lifestyle or diet... i ate anything i feel like eating which mostly is not healthy and i can be consider never done any exercise or massive walking like i used to back in university days...hmmm...or maybe because of the dust?? yeah,i'm really allergic to dust,smoke etc...yada2.. have to be pay extra cautious on these things nowadays... you peeps take care too okay.. don't get sick.it's really not cool..hehehhe